always there for him. When he visits him and sees him struggling to recover, in obvious pain yet still excited to see his hyung, he realizes he cannot possibly tell anyone what he's done. He realizes that now, Felix needs him. More than ever. His spirit is broken, the future he had set in front

Without Felix around, Chan is just even more tortured with a combination of guilt and loneliness. His "competition" being removed only causes more tension within the group and strangeness. But more than anything, he realizes just how wrong his feelings had been. Felix was bright, selfless and

One of the other boys saw it and knows something is off. The others blame the unsafe conditions and staff members for the accident, saying it's outrageous and could be career ending for him.

The constant good natured and genuine stuff Felix does make him feel guilty and conflicted as fuck that it drives him mad. He's just competition, distraction and nothing good. In the heat of the moment he knocks him off the unsafe stage setup during a rehearsal.