I didn't realize how hard it would be just to post about it but makes sense because it's still hard to talk about. January 3rd at 10 pm my little boy basically died in my hands. His absence has left a gaping, bleeding hole in my wife and my heart that won't ever fully heal. I miss you so much 💔💔💔

After a 3 month hiatus I suppose it's time to try to reenter a bit of normalcy after the nightmare life has been. A very good amount was definitely cause by myself being an idiot but thankfully my wife and I seem to finally be passed worst of it.

Obligatory selfieto prove I'ma a real boy 😂