Esai Alvarez
@ofjaggededges.bsky.social
❝Go ahead, throw me to the wolves. I’ll return leading the pack.❞
Younger/Flashback Esai
||RP|AU|21+|Triggers|MDNI|Fake||
#SOA / #MayansMC #BlueskyRP
Ramblings of #Riven
Younger/Flashback Esai
||RP|AU|21+|Triggers|MDNI|Fake||
#SOA / #MayansMC #BlueskyRP
Ramblings of #Riven
— Lexi. The last thing I wanted was to make her feel uncomfortable. “I hope ma made her potato salad. It’s so good. I think you’ll love it.” I smiled again, pointing at the tv. “Told you. Movie is right after this preview and the food will be done by then. Perfect timing.”
November 18, 2025 at 1:55 AM
— Lexi. The last thing I wanted was to make her feel uncomfortable. “I hope ma made her potato salad. It’s so good. I think you’ll love it.” I smiled again, pointing at the tv. “Told you. Movie is right after this preview and the food will be done by then. Perfect timing.”
I couldn’t help but smile when Lexi stood up and walked over to sit with me. Her fingers lightly brushed mine. “You’re welcome. I noticed how much you liked the one you had yesterday so I took a chance and brought it in for you.” I didn’t question anything when my dad asked about the chicken for —
November 18, 2025 at 1:55 AM
I couldn’t help but smile when Lexi stood up and walked over to sit with me. Her fingers lightly brushed mine. “You’re welcome. I noticed how much you liked the one you had yesterday so I took a chance and brought it in for you.” I didn’t question anything when my dad asked about the chicken for —
— my soda to crack it open and take a sip. “By the time all the previews are done on the tape we’ll probably be eating at the same time the movie starts.”
November 17, 2025 at 11:53 PM
— my soda to crack it open and take a sip. “By the time all the previews are done on the tape we’ll probably be eating at the same time the movie starts.”
— think we have sprite too.” Pedro was my best friend and Lexi’s brother, but I still wished I had my seat back. Why I don’t know, but I just felt like I needed to be close to Lexi as much as possible. Pushing the tape into the vcr, I moved to sit on the love seat next to the couch, reaching for —
November 17, 2025 at 11:53 PM
— think we have sprite too.” Pedro was my best friend and Lexi’s brother, but I still wished I had my seat back. Why I don’t know, but I just felt like I needed to be close to Lexi as much as possible. Pushing the tape into the vcr, I moved to sit on the love seat next to the couch, reaching for —
Walking into the kitchen, I grabbed three cans of Coke and walked back into the living room. “Is everything okay?” I asked setting the cokes down on the coffee table on coasters. “I figured you’d want a Coke, if you want an orange soda or Dr Pepper instead let me know and I’ll switch it out. I —
November 17, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Walking into the kitchen, I grabbed three cans of Coke and walked back into the living room. “Is everything okay?” I asked setting the cokes down on the coffee table on coasters. “I figured you’d want a Coke, if you want an orange soda or Dr Pepper instead let me know and I’ll switch it out. I —
— would want a coke, but Lexi I wasn’t sure what she’d want just yet. Though I was making it a point to remember her favorite things as much as I could.
November 17, 2025 at 12:19 AM
— would want a coke, but Lexi I wasn’t sure what she’d want just yet. Though I was making it a point to remember her favorite things as much as I could.
“I don’t even know why you bothered to ask, you know she always says yes.” Pedro made me laugh, but it was polite anyway. My parents adored him, so him staying for dinner was pretty typical. “I’m gonna grab a soda. Anyone else want one?” I asked walking towards the kitchen. I already knew Pedro —
November 17, 2025 at 12:19 AM
“I don’t even know why you bothered to ask, you know she always says yes.” Pedro made me laugh, but it was polite anyway. My parents adored him, so him staying for dinner was pretty typical. “I’m gonna grab a soda. Anyone else want one?” I asked walking towards the kitchen. I already knew Pedro —
— pulling out the portable tray tables. I pushed the coffee table up against the entertainment center to make room for the tray tables. “We don’t do it often. Eat in here. Pero we do it more often around holidays too.”
November 16, 2025 at 3:47 PM
— pulling out the portable tray tables. I pushed the coffee table up against the entertainment center to make room for the tray tables. “We don’t do it often. Eat in here. Pero we do it more often around holidays too.”
“This is one of our favorite movies. And since you’ve never seen it we’re gonna watch it and have dinner in here so we can all watch it together.” I smiled, watching her eyes light up. “P can you grab the tables from the coat closet.” Pedro immediately nodded and walked over to the coat closet —
November 16, 2025 at 3:47 PM
“This is one of our favorite movies. And since you’ve never seen it we’re gonna watch it and have dinner in here so we can all watch it together.” I smiled, watching her eyes light up. “P can you grab the tables from the coat closet.” Pedro immediately nodded and walked over to the coat closet —
— Can always pick one of the other movies from in the cabinet or watch something on tv. Not sure what’s on at
this time of day but we can flip until we see something we want. P hand me the remote please.” I took the remote from Pedro, handing it to his sister.
this time of day but we can flip until we see something we want. P hand me the remote please.” I took the remote from Pedro, handing it to his sister.
November 15, 2025 at 10:13 PM
— Can always pick one of the other movies from in the cabinet or watch something on tv. Not sure what’s on at
this time of day but we can flip until we see something we want. P hand me the remote please.” I took the remote from Pedro, handing it to his sister.
this time of day but we can flip until we see something we want. P hand me the remote please.” I took the remote from Pedro, handing it to his sister.
“Yeah, we can watch tv. Whatever you want or we can watch a movie. Unless it’s porn we can watch whatever we want.” I chuckled, my mom yelling from the kitchen to behave. “I am behaving. I was just telling her.” I laughed again, winking at Lexi. “So yeah, we can pretty much watch whatever we want. —
November 15, 2025 at 10:13 PM
“Yeah, we can watch tv. Whatever you want or we can watch a movie. Unless it’s porn we can watch whatever we want.” I chuckled, my mom yelling from the kitchen to behave. “I am behaving. I was just telling her.” I laughed again, winking at Lexi. “So yeah, we can pretty much watch whatever we want. —
— chance to be a kid until she moved here with us. My hope was that once she was here for a while she’d realize she didn’t have to worry all the time that she was going to get into trouble or anything just because she wanted to be a kid.
November 15, 2025 at 11:53 AM
— chance to be a kid until she moved here with us. My hope was that once she was here for a while she’d realize she didn’t have to worry all the time that she was going to get into trouble or anything just because she wanted to be a kid.
“Nah we don’t have to help. Ma will handle the stuff in the kitchen, pop will handle the grill. We can find something to do until it’s ready. The only thing Ma will ask us to do before we sit to eat is se the table.” I explained quietly. It was sad to me that it seemed like Lexi never really got a —
November 15, 2025 at 11:53 AM
“Nah we don’t have to help. Ma will handle the stuff in the kitchen, pop will handle the grill. We can find something to do until it’s ready. The only thing Ma will ask us to do before we sit to eat is se the table.” I explained quietly. It was sad to me that it seemed like Lexi never really got a —
— “We’re home and safe. Pop is gonna grill some good food and Ma is gonna make the good sides and we’re gonna have fun, okay? We can watch movies or play a board game or a video game. Whatever you wanna do.”
November 14, 2025 at 1:22 AM
— “We’re home and safe. Pop is gonna grill some good food and Ma is gonna make the good sides and we’re gonna have fun, okay? We can watch movies or play a board game or a video game. Whatever you wanna do.”
“You didn’t ruin anything. And nothing that happened is your fault.” I reassured her, still holding her in my lap. “Mija, they weren’t there for you. It just happened that we were there the same time they were there meeting another crew.” My dad chimed in, leaning down to kiss the top of her head.—
November 14, 2025 at 1:22 AM
“You didn’t ruin anything. And nothing that happened is your fault.” I reassured her, still holding her in my lap. “Mija, they weren’t there for you. It just happened that we were there the same time they were there meeting another crew.” My dad chimed in, leaning down to kiss the top of her head.—
-- brought a blanket over, draping it around me and Lexi both. "It's okay, Lex. You're safe. No one in this house is gonna let anything happen to you." Pedro agreed, gently rubbing his sister's back.
November 12, 2025 at 9:02 PM
-- brought a blanket over, draping it around me and Lexi both. "It's okay, Lex. You're safe. No one in this house is gonna let anything happen to you." Pedro agreed, gently rubbing his sister's back.
-- the couch with her, still holding her against my chest. I didn't even bother to ask my dad what happened because I knew he probably wouldn't tell me anything. "Ma can you grab a blanket from the closet?" I asked hoping it would help get Lexi to relax a little. "here you go mijito." My mom --
November 12, 2025 at 9:02 PM
-- the couch with her, still holding her against my chest. I didn't even bother to ask my dad what happened because I knew he probably wouldn't tell me anything. "Ma can you grab a blanket from the closet?" I asked hoping it would help get Lexi to relax a little. "here you go mijito." My mom --
"Yeah, I got her, pop." I spoke quietly, keeping Lexi close against my chest, sliding across the seat towards the open door. Carefully, I slid out of the car and carried Lexi into the house. I knew she wasn't going to want to be put down right now, so I walked into the living room and sat down on --
November 12, 2025 at 9:02 PM
"Yeah, I got her, pop." I spoke quietly, keeping Lexi close against my chest, sliding across the seat towards the open door. Carefully, I slid out of the car and carried Lexi into the house. I knew she wasn't going to want to be put down right now, so I walked into the living room and sat down on --
— at us, he was mad at the situation and how much it affected her. “I got her pop, just get us home. I think she’ll be more relaxed once we’re there.”
November 11, 2025 at 11:53 AM
— at us, he was mad at the situation and how much it affected her. “I got her pop, just get us home. I think she’ll be more relaxed once we’re there.”
— get my anger under control because as much as I wanted to calm her down, even more I wanted to go fight grown ass men for making her this terrified. Once my dad was finally in the car he didn’t say much, but I could see the anger on his face. Even more so when he looked at Lexi. He wasn’t mad —
November 11, 2025 at 11:53 AM
— get my anger under control because as much as I wanted to calm her down, even more I wanted to go fight grown ass men for making her this terrified. Once my dad was finally in the car he didn’t say much, but I could see the anger on his face. Even more so when he looked at Lexi. He wasn’t mad —
I didn’t fully understand why Lexi was so scared, but I knew that no one was getting me away from her in this moment. I held onto her as tightly as she held onto me, her face buried in my neck. I didn’t even care that my shirt was soaked with her tears. I rocked us slightly, closing my eyes to —
November 11, 2025 at 11:53 AM
I didn’t fully understand why Lexi was so scared, but I knew that no one was getting me away from her in this moment. I held onto her as tightly as she held onto me, her face buried in my neck. I didn’t even care that my shirt was soaked with her tears. I rocked us slightly, closing my eyes to —
-- "Pop isn't gonna let anyone take you from us." I reassured her, resting my chin on top of her head.
November 11, 2025 at 1:03 AM
-- "Pop isn't gonna let anyone take you from us." I reassured her, resting my chin on top of her head.
-- depended on it. I didn't hesitate to listen to my dad when he told us to go to the car. Once we were safe inside, and my mom locked the doors, I wrapped both arms around Lexi, holding her as tightly as I could. "Don't worry, we're not sending you anywhere. You're staying with us. I promise." --
November 11, 2025 at 1:03 AM
-- depended on it. I didn't hesitate to listen to my dad when he told us to go to the car. Once we were safe inside, and my mom locked the doors, I wrapped both arms around Lexi, holding her as tightly as I could. "Don't worry, we're not sending you anywhere. You're staying with us. I promise." --
"I tried." I sighed, laughing when she got the yes about ice cream after dinner. "At least one of us got a yes." My laughter was short-lived. The moment we saw the bikes and the kuttes outside, I knew something was up. Not to mention the way Lexi was holding onto Pedro and I like her life --
November 11, 2025 at 1:03 AM
"I tried." I sighed, laughing when she got the yes about ice cream after dinner. "At least one of us got a yes." My laughter was short-lived. The moment we saw the bikes and the kuttes outside, I knew something was up. Not to mention the way Lexi was holding onto Pedro and I like her life --
— And I’m sure ma is gonna make her rice too. And now I’m starving.” I laughed, making myself hungry talking about food. “Can we get churros and ice cream before we go home? Dessert first today? I’m starving.”
November 10, 2025 at 1:05 PM
— And I’m sure ma is gonna make her rice too. And now I’m starving.” I laughed, making myself hungry talking about food. “Can we get churros and ice cream before we go home? Dessert first today? I’m starving.”