My work had me stressed out for tge past few days, now i just wanna. Rest. Augdhgd

And my head hurts from work... awoo.

Porridge. 😔

Again the people i rp with really arent the problem, theyre lovely people with ocs who are beautifully written

Its a me problem. Sighs.

Porridge 🤤🤤🤤

...and i think ill just disappear for a bit from the group after i finish up event rps cause aurghdg scratches my head

.... now i just wanna eat porridge. I also wanna go home. Sighs.

I lowkey also wanna blame it on work stress but. This has been an ongoing issue since ages past so. Oh but maybe its cause my stress management is ass in general so maybe theres that... aerughrghrhrgrhehhhh

I really wanna ocmaxxing with new people but im really losing hope solely cause of myself lmfao

Im balding but i really dowanna quit oc stuffs but i just suck at this whole thing should i just do it

Ntm sometimes i feel the unconscious need to. Rush rp. So its not left hanging. Cause if its unfinished and submitted i just feel like its my fault. Urghdgdjdhdjdjdjd how do people normally even do this raaa 🫠

I have no problems with hc-ing cause i can just take it easy.

But with rping its like. I have to read other people. I suck at it. I have to remember proper social cues. I suck at it. I really wish i didnt suck at it... 😭😭😭

If my ocs are hated by other ocs in character thats fine
If my ocs are hated by other muns cause they dont fit their taste that's also fine
But if my ocs are hated just because im the roleplayer im like. Yeah i think i need to lose my custody of them. I hope somebody better take them--

MY CHARACTERS ARENT THAT INTERESTING I SUCK AT WRITING I SUCK AT COLLABING WITH OTHER PEOPLE I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE ACCIDENTALLY GODMODDED I PANIC WHEN INTERACTING WITH PEOPLE I GET BURN OUT EASILY I NEED TO BE PUT DOWN PROBABLY HAHAHA--- HAHAHAHA---- aiya 😭