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Swedish, hence the gobblegook sentences
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Swedish, hence the gobblegook sentences
Wall of text
Knife of Gravity
June 28, 2025 at 11:32 PM
Knife of Gravity
I might not speak The Truth, but I am honest.
There's a difference.
What is said in good faith can be mistaken.
There's a difference.
What is said in good faith can be mistaken.
June 27, 2025 at 1:23 PM
I might not speak The Truth, but I am honest.
There's a difference.
What is said in good faith can be mistaken.
There's a difference.
What is said in good faith can be mistaken.
When I was a kid, my father got very angry at me.
I walked away and sat down somewhere.
When he had calmed down, he found me and asked me;
"Do you forgive me?"
I remember I wanted to see what would happen if I said "no", so I did.
He raged even more.
I walked away and sat down somewhere.
When he had calmed down, he found me and asked me;
"Do you forgive me?"
I remember I wanted to see what would happen if I said "no", so I did.
He raged even more.
June 27, 2025 at 11:07 AM
When I was a kid, my father got very angry at me.
I walked away and sat down somewhere.
When he had calmed down, he found me and asked me;
"Do you forgive me?"
I remember I wanted to see what would happen if I said "no", so I did.
He raged even more.
I walked away and sat down somewhere.
When he had calmed down, he found me and asked me;
"Do you forgive me?"
I remember I wanted to see what would happen if I said "no", so I did.
He raged even more.
Disbelief arrived around the corner of truth. I wonder, would I not give to the needy, when I need myself? I squint my eyes and peer into the horizon of value and see a mirage of my self reflected. Whatever tracks I leave behind are not mine to follow. Truth shy as a mouse, but it's known to me.
June 27, 2025 at 12:31 AM
Disbelief arrived around the corner of truth. I wonder, would I not give to the needy, when I need myself? I squint my eyes and peer into the horizon of value and see a mirage of my self reflected. Whatever tracks I leave behind are not mine to follow. Truth shy as a mouse, but it's known to me.
All this vastness. And I am free to explore it all. Yet the concerns gather, it is the contrast of responsibility that shadows the larking joy. The sound is muted, but I still hear the compaction of snow beneath my feet as I move about. I'm deep within now. Playfulness fades. It's just me.
June 27, 2025 at 12:01 AM
All this vastness. And I am free to explore it all. Yet the concerns gather, it is the contrast of responsibility that shadows the larking joy. The sound is muted, but I still hear the compaction of snow beneath my feet as I move about. I'm deep within now. Playfulness fades. It's just me.
The snow of confusion might limit the view, but rays of joy is still piercing through.
June 26, 2025 at 11:54 PM
The snow of confusion might limit the view, but rays of joy is still piercing through.
A berry of understanding. Some roots of touch. The tundra of loneliness can be vast, but there are some edibles to nourish the inner world with there. And my current favourite, the jalapeno of controlled anger that I found in the cleft of recognition.
June 26, 2025 at 11:53 PM
A berry of understanding. Some roots of touch. The tundra of loneliness can be vast, but there are some edibles to nourish the inner world with there. And my current favourite, the jalapeno of controlled anger that I found in the cleft of recognition.
If there is an emotional landscape, let's hope we find some food :)
June 26, 2025 at 11:46 PM
If there is an emotional landscape, let's hope we find some food :)
I believe I came to a conclusion where I feel like I hope no one feels sorry for me. Because that would be an endless pampering. Still, I recognize that there are people who suffer. And well. It sucks, but your suffering isn't my responsibility, and my suffering isn't your responsibility.
June 26, 2025 at 11:31 PM
I believe I came to a conclusion where I feel like I hope no one feels sorry for me. Because that would be an endless pampering. Still, I recognize that there are people who suffer. And well. It sucks, but your suffering isn't my responsibility, and my suffering isn't your responsibility.
Out there, is sunshine.
Out there, is summer.
Out there, are the bees and the flowers.
Out there, is summer.
Out there, are the bees and the flowers.
June 26, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Out there, is sunshine.
Out there, is summer.
Out there, are the bees and the flowers.
Out there, is summer.
Out there, are the bees and the flowers.
And so I begin to feel myself being some kind of drunk rolling around in the brown mud of my own words.
June 26, 2025 at 2:02 PM
And so I begin to feel myself being some kind of drunk rolling around in the brown mud of my own words.
Attention is nice. Army knows it. ATTENTION!
Asking for it, is not.
Especially when there is no clear point for it.
Just like... Fuck, it was on the tip of my tongue but I started thinking about clouds. I feel that some kind of signal is becoming lost in a noise of nonsense.
Asking for it, is not.
Especially when there is no clear point for it.
Just like... Fuck, it was on the tip of my tongue but I started thinking about clouds. I feel that some kind of signal is becoming lost in a noise of nonsense.
June 26, 2025 at 2:00 PM
Attention is nice. Army knows it. ATTENTION!
Asking for it, is not.
Especially when there is no clear point for it.
Just like... Fuck, it was on the tip of my tongue but I started thinking about clouds. I feel that some kind of signal is becoming lost in a noise of nonsense.
Asking for it, is not.
Especially when there is no clear point for it.
Just like... Fuck, it was on the tip of my tongue but I started thinking about clouds. I feel that some kind of signal is becoming lost in a noise of nonsense.
I sit here. Waiting. Sometimes the next things flows after the other. With a strange feeling in my stomach. It's neither unpleasant or pleasant. Just, energic. What I mean is, I don't feel empty. I thought, that wouldn't help you, in hindsight.
June 26, 2025 at 1:46 PM
I sit here. Waiting. Sometimes the next things flows after the other. With a strange feeling in my stomach. It's neither unpleasant or pleasant. Just, energic. What I mean is, I don't feel empty. I thought, that wouldn't help you, in hindsight.
Given all the shootings and bombings in Sweden, I sort of see that our lives are about as deep as fishes.
Röyksopp - Running To The Sea (Official video)
YouTube video by Röyksopp
www.youtube.com
June 26, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Given all the shootings and bombings in Sweden, I sort of see that our lives are about as deep as fishes.
Some mornings I wake up and think, "God's strongest clown."
June 26, 2025 at 1:08 PM
Some mornings I wake up and think, "God's strongest clown."
I don't understand how I don't explode.
June 26, 2025 at 12:40 PM
I don't understand how I don't explode.
I appear to have huge demands or needs. This saddens me too. But, it's ok to be sad.
June 26, 2025 at 12:35 PM
I appear to have huge demands or needs. This saddens me too. But, it's ok to be sad.
Sometimes, I guess, playing video games is more valued than getting to know someone. Maybe I should look around at what people post about in the discovery tab.
June 26, 2025 at 12:30 PM
Sometimes, I guess, playing video games is more valued than getting to know someone. Maybe I should look around at what people post about in the discovery tab.
"Go play your video games..."
Lana Del Rey - Video Games
YouTube video by LanaDelReyVEVO
www.youtube.com
June 26, 2025 at 12:24 PM
"Go play your video games..."
I bought video games instead of saving for my bills.
June 26, 2025 at 12:22 PM
I bought video games instead of saving for my bills.
A functioning phone is required for rescheduling appointments due to authentication purposes. For some reason my phone won't charge here. It does at home, though.
June 26, 2025 at 12:20 PM
A functioning phone is required for rescheduling appointments due to authentication purposes. For some reason my phone won't charge here. It does at home, though.
I guess I've become like Rumis Bird.
June 26, 2025 at 12:16 PM
I guess I've become like Rumis Bird.
I imagine it can be frustrating for care services when the patients don't show up.
June 26, 2025 at 12:12 PM
I imagine it can be frustrating for care services when the patients don't show up.
Point it out for me.
June 26, 2025 at 12:05 PM
Point it out for me.