I can’t help but get nervous, but this has to be a for sure sign that the company isn’t doing so well

ngl this wasn’t easy for me! I’m normally quiet and introverted, so I’ve been more mentally exhausted compared to before

it was also pretty neat seeing the local bell works building in the show, considering that I’ve visited the location multiple times for random events

it’s not the end of the world and other opportunities will come, in the meantime I can use this time to improve and heal

I let myself ride the wave of emotions and I constantly reminded myself to not go down the path of negative thoughts

I genuinely feel betrayed at this point, I feel stupid for waiting like a total dumbass

when I initially interviewed, I was told that they didn’t have the budget to bring on more staff and to hold tight till 2025… this was back in May too

and I’m most upset with myself for not following up, I was so depressed the past few months that the idea of following up didn’t even pass my mind

I’m happy for my colleague but upset with my company for doing this