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I think this video might help; a neuroscientist has been able to prove that we can speak with people who have passed.

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I miss him as a human. I don’t miss his choices, the toxicity, or the harm. Both things can be true.

I spiralled a bit( dissociation, doom scrolling, mindless posting. Familiar grief in a new place.

For a long time, he was my sense of home. Anything tied to Turkish culture felt like an extension of that safety.

They had Sucuk and Uludağ Gazoz (Turkish lemonade )

That combo felt like a direct line to old memories, emotions, and my nervous system.