Nyxica
@nyxica.bsky.social
a random and open-minded berry just pouring her thoughts, fantasies, rants and personal writings. if I follow you, don’t mind me, I just wanna see your content
I hope you'll find the courage to tell me what's true.
September 25, 2025 at 11:58 AM
I hope you'll find the courage to tell me what's true.
These cramps are hell. It's worse when they're sharp.
September 23, 2025 at 6:57 AM
These cramps are hell. It's worse when they're sharp.
There's a certain loneliness, but I can't dwell with the dissonance of the crowd.
September 22, 2025 at 4:38 PM
There's a certain loneliness, but I can't dwell with the dissonance of the crowd.
It's in such instances you understand that people value pussy more than discourse.
September 20, 2025 at 5:58 PM
It's in such instances you understand that people value pussy more than discourse.
Today has been spent sweetly. I already miss it ♡
September 20, 2025 at 2:37 PM
Today has been spent sweetly. I already miss it ♡
What a pity—to serve as their emotional punching bag. You've become an object of their power by tearing you down. No wonder you don't know what love is like.
September 19, 2025 at 4:10 PM
What a pity—to serve as their emotional punching bag. You've become an object of their power by tearing you down. No wonder you don't know what love is like.
I crave something I can't identify
September 18, 2025 at 12:55 PM
I crave something I can't identify
You can tell me that you love flowers, but can you tend to them? Being interested doesn't always mean you care enough to put an effort.
September 9, 2025 at 11:33 AM
You can tell me that you love flowers, but can you tend to them? Being interested doesn't always mean you care enough to put an effort.
Feels so empty somehow.
September 8, 2025 at 1:42 PM
Feels so empty somehow.
Trying to be a bit more present for myself. Food and cooking sure can be therapeutic <3
September 4, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Trying to be a bit more present for myself. Food and cooking sure can be therapeutic <3
I don't like feeling ill 😷
September 3, 2025 at 10:51 AM
I don't like feeling ill 😷
I just want to die today.
August 31, 2025 at 4:56 PM
I just want to die today.
Today overloaded my brain, but it's a fun and beautiful day. I'm always grateful for the friends and people around me.
August 31, 2025 at 11:45 AM
Today overloaded my brain, but it's a fun and beautiful day. I'm always grateful for the friends and people around me.
I want a bath tub one day.
August 31, 2025 at 2:38 AM
I want a bath tub one day.
I'm giving Dance with Devils a third chance.
Watching it at first with a mindset of seeing a typical reverse harem mindset is not enough. I suppose watching it with the anticipation of seeing Phantom of the Opera is doing it for me so far.
Watching it at first with a mindset of seeing a typical reverse harem mindset is not enough. I suppose watching it with the anticipation of seeing Phantom of the Opera is doing it for me so far.
August 30, 2025 at 3:40 PM
I'm giving Dance with Devils a third chance.
Watching it at first with a mindset of seeing a typical reverse harem mindset is not enough. I suppose watching it with the anticipation of seeing Phantom of the Opera is doing it for me so far.
Watching it at first with a mindset of seeing a typical reverse harem mindset is not enough. I suppose watching it with the anticipation of seeing Phantom of the Opera is doing it for me so far.
Today is a chicken-loving day
August 30, 2025 at 2:53 PM
Today is a chicken-loving day
I was gentle and kind for way too long, and still you want more? You want more after all the pain and neglect you caused? What greed you possess.
July 13, 2025 at 2:27 PM
I was gentle and kind for way too long, and still you want more? You want more after all the pain and neglect you caused? What greed you possess.
Cramps due to high cortisol? That's new.
July 9, 2025 at 1:54 PM
Cramps due to high cortisol? That's new.
I just want to disappear.
April 27, 2025 at 4:31 PM
I just want to disappear.
Instead of indulging in slumber
My mind dances in wandering wonder
Thinking, weaving an image I have yet to meet
A wish I have yet to create and decipher
Feelings of longing in which the source is yet in a blur
My mind dances in wandering wonder
Thinking, weaving an image I have yet to meet
A wish I have yet to create and decipher
Feelings of longing in which the source is yet in a blur
April 23, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Instead of indulging in slumber
My mind dances in wandering wonder
Thinking, weaving an image I have yet to meet
A wish I have yet to create and decipher
Feelings of longing in which the source is yet in a blur
My mind dances in wandering wonder
Thinking, weaving an image I have yet to meet
A wish I have yet to create and decipher
Feelings of longing in which the source is yet in a blur
Chasing highs on late summer nights
Longing for comfort found faraway
I shall learn to embrace my own warmth
For I cannot wait in the cold forever
Longing for comfort found faraway
I shall learn to embrace my own warmth
For I cannot wait in the cold forever
April 23, 2025 at 7:32 PM
Chasing highs on late summer nights
Longing for comfort found faraway
I shall learn to embrace my own warmth
For I cannot wait in the cold forever
Longing for comfort found faraway
I shall learn to embrace my own warmth
For I cannot wait in the cold forever
One day, I'll be so happily in love, and you shall hurt in envy.
April 12, 2025 at 6:37 PM
One day, I'll be so happily in love, and you shall hurt in envy.
The stress only increases as the weeks go by. Almost day by day, there's always a new challenge coming in. I can't feel at ease; there's always a constant reminder that I should be on guard.
April 11, 2025 at 2:22 PM
The stress only increases as the weeks go by. Almost day by day, there's always a new challenge coming in. I can't feel at ease; there's always a constant reminder that I should be on guard.
The thrills of danger are addicting, intoxicating – but all I truly long for is safety and peace.
March 31, 2025 at 9:32 AM
The thrills of danger are addicting, intoxicating – but all I truly long for is safety and peace.