And I am LOVING that I get all this access to the Chinese myth and lore.
Again I'm a wh*re for history and culture when it's presented to me in a way that's fun for me to learn it, and this game is %1000 fun.

-it every time I come over, because I'm always wearing dresses with butterflies on them or skirts and shirts with bright colors and flowers, she goes, "Yea that cane matches really good, ya did good!"

I love Grandma 😭💛

She goes "Oh well that's good to have it then! It's really cute, I got mine from Walgreens."
I tell her about the nice little cane store I found that had a variety of canes from manufactured to custom-made, and how I got the bird one to match all my clothes, and her eyes lit up cause she LOVES-

-from when I was 11 to now about my seizures and them not happening for a while, but now they've come back with a vengeance for stress, and sometimes my knees NOPE out on me because of it, so I carry the cane around everywhere just in case, and it's been a HUGE help.

OVERCOME THE FEAR. DRAW THE FLOWY CLOTHES. BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF THE PEN!

It waaaas, I am an absolute w*ore for caramel. I haven't had any coffee in about a week so I'll be up for the rest of the night I think. BUT IT WAS SO VERY GOOD.

If I wanted attention, I wouldn't purposefully fake a seizure and crack open my skull to do it, I would literally just SAY, "hey, I'd like attention, please." I don't play the weird neurotypical "see if you can figure out what I want," game, box that shit up and get it outta here.

Meanwhile I'm hearing about how I'm apparently a pathological lying attention seeker who hacks accounts when I'm LITERALLY just sitting here drawing and reading "The Diary of a Young Girl" by Anne Frank for the 2nd time in a row so I can figure out what ACTUALLY happened when she was in hiding.