I keep looking for something new, yet my heart always returns to the old ones. I search for the new, but the old ones are always my escape.

Sometimes, I feel like I’m walking through a world without color, everything is gray, no light, no dark, just emptiness. I want to feel again, to see the world like I used to, but somehow, it all feels so distant. I know the colors are still there, I just haven’t found them yet.

Terkadang, setelah berlari begitu jauh dan begitu lama, aku justru terdiam di persimpangan, tak tahu harus ke mana. Bukan karena aku menyerah, tapi karena aku terlalu lelah untuk melangkah. Aku tahu aku harus bangkit, tapi saat ini, biarkan aku diam sejenak, meski dunia terus berjalan.

It's like I'm floating in a blacked out sky
You think you're ok, but then you're not.
~ᴄᴏʟᴏʀʙʟɪɴᴅ - ᴍᴏᴋɪᴛᴀ