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nhasi ndezveduwo
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it's absolutely that deep.
i yap about things I like.
When what I've been working on currently in therapy and heated rivalry are starting to intersect.

I'm about to be a mess for this finale.
December 23, 2025 at 6:35 AM
Now I wanna watch moonlight. It's been so long.
December 21, 2025 at 5:34 AM
Creating my practicum and revisiting all the content from when I first started my somatics training last fall/winter has me emotional cause I cried so much with what I was learning
December 6, 2025 at 6:17 AM
I'm about to be haunted by we didn't even kiss
December 1, 2025 at 12:24 AM
I forgot to refill my little hand cream bottle and I left my lip balm at home 💀
November 21, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Me remembering that I like rock (lite) music on a random weds night.
November 6, 2025 at 4:38 AM
Me, finishes reading the myth of normal. It took me three years.

My brain, I guess we should start the body keeps score
October 24, 2025 at 1:50 AM
One of my snaps broke off on a sweater and I didn't realise replacing snaps is kinda a process. It involves wire cutters and a hammer...

And of course new snaps
August 31, 2025 at 3:37 AM
I keep seeing videos on the clock app about how the orange man is gonna die soon... my fyp is like just letting you know 😄
August 26, 2025 at 6:56 AM
Hear me out, Jeremiah has always been a rebound for Belly. That's why she went so hard for him when they got together #tsitp
August 25, 2025 at 5:50 AM
This year, I can honestly say I don't know who my father is. I never knew him to be as soft and open about his feelings as he's been - and just here and there. In small meaningful ways.
August 13, 2025 at 6:58 AM
I've been so anxious about trying to put together my practicum and today I realised I can keep it sooo simple like having it at home with a few people over
August 7, 2025 at 1:22 AM
In today's processing realisations. Sometimes we sacrifice our own sense of safety for belonging.

But the nugget aha is safety is just as important of a need as belonging
June 20, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Me thinking about the similarities between eating a peach and a mango. A whole mango though, not the one where you cut it up.

It's all a juicy mess.
June 12, 2025 at 8:11 PM
June 5, 2025 at 4:35 AM
I can't be the only adult shocked that I'm out here in charge of myself
May 29, 2025 at 6:49 PM
Cancelled spotify, back on tidal after 5 years. The music sound quality is supposed to be better
May 15, 2025 at 6:25 AM
Of all the songs stuck in my head after sinners, it's will ye go, lassie go 😂😂
May 9, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Having an aha moment a day before a therapy appointment, and then showing up bawling... like my eyes won't stop pouring... Please 😭😭
May 7, 2025 at 6:53 PM
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Hiiii I am offering consultation on 10 pages of writing (poetry, cnf, or essay) + a behind the poem for this auction for eSims, ending May 18th!

Check out amazing books & bundles, including a draft of an Eden Robinson novel?!!? #ConnectingGaza #CanLit

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May 5, 2025 at 3:53 PM
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For anyone aware of the tragedy at Vancouver Lapu Lapu festival, here's a thread of GoFundMe's available to help support the many victims. (copy pasted from my friend 'J' in the Vancouver Filipino community)

🧵
April 29, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Like I knew it but experiencing it at my big age... chai!!! I thought I'd put this behind me
April 5, 2025 at 7:26 AM
Living with my brother has really made me aware of how differently girls and boys grow up, and how we're socialized to be in the home too
April 5, 2025 at 7:20 AM
The inner crash outs because I grew up not being allowed to crash out externally 🫠
April 5, 2025 at 7:18 AM
I love how by the end of a somatic session I feel like I got a full body massage... meanwhile it's just been me noticing and leaning into what feelings feel like in my body and following little nudges of movement 😭
March 12, 2025 at 1:57 AM