[ fade is the classic case of ‘cares too much when she gets too close’ so she’s a shit to make sure people don’t even think about trying ]

“ i also haven’t promised i still won’t “

was added casually, bringing her hands together so that the knots of fear may dissipate into her once more.

she’ll relent this time.

not for ‘fade’
but for hazal.

with a soft huff the dream seer would lean towards neon with a tired yet open look in —

[ fade is a stray/feral cat trapped in a human’s body ]

her brow would quirk at that, gaze flicking up to the duellist before shrugging her shoulders in an effort to shake off the weird feeling that festered inside of her.

acquaintances she could do. work colleagues, definitely. friends? that was getting… too close for her liking.

it’s better for her —

a huff of understanding would escape the dream seer’s lips.

“ yes, well, i suppose i’m one of the few here who understand that the most… just not that much of a fan of sleeping “

the sentence would slowly taper off at the end as she focused on the knots of raw fear she was weaving around her —

“ mhm. i keep myself busy with work, too. “

she’d shrug off the question, crossing her arms as she leant back in her chair.

unsurprisingly, being attuned to nightmares doesn’t mix well with the need to sleep.

“ i’m more surprised that you sleep as much as you do, being so full of energy and all “

“ not really, no “

despite her rather neutral expression, there’s a slight upwards tug at the corner of her lips.

“ can’t get tired if you’re caffeinated enough “

she’s joking, obviously… though with her monotonous tone, it can be quite hard to tell.

awake,
but at what cost?

maybe a litre or so of coffee.

—— basic information

the scraping of graphite against paper, a page filled with swirls and eyes and loose sketches of figures.

for once the mess hall was empty, which meant hazal was able to enjoy her coffee in peace.

and,
yes…

she is in the middle of drawing one of the many cats she’s acquainted with back home.

[ I made this account when I said I wouldn’t, lol.

We’ll see if I actually fully set it up later. Right now I’m gonna go relax ]

“ It doesn't matter where they
hide, I'll find them.

I always find them. “

( an independent portrayal of
hazal eyletmez from valorant )