Tell him I'm sorry for everything I did, I just wanted a friendship.

even in the server I wanted to make friends but everyone hates me because of my actions. I'm very sorry

and @medkits.bsky.social You can tell Lotus that I'm sorry for all the annoy I put him through, I didn't mean to make him feel uncomfortable or that he had to stay in one place, tell him that I'm sorry for not giving him his personal space.

idk who cancelled me but ok it's ok, just I want to apologize for all of my actions cuz because of that made a ban from a discord server where I was starting to feel comfortable, I apologize to those I made uncomfortable or feel bad, it was not my intention, none of that was my intention.

🔖tthanks, really

🔖I will try

🔖thanks but I just idk I will do it again my body wants it, even if I try to recov I can't I always relapse