Dream ✨
@novasandnightmares.bsky.social
was @starsanddreams on tumblr but got banned
more than a decade in arfid & sh recovery and counting… was years clean as an adult but this is what happens when you relapse ❤️🩹
no stats here. i don't want to encourage anyone to hurt.
FR/EN
more than a decade in arfid & sh recovery and counting… was years clean as an adult but this is what happens when you relapse ❤️🩹
no stats here. i don't want to encourage anyone to hurt.
FR/EN
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🌟NovasAndNightmares intro post🌟
- name: dream
- pronouns: none, anything is fine
- age: internet old :/
- arfid dx 10 years old, history of b/p sh & 🚬 but in #recovery
- i'll tw what you need… don't use me as an excuse to hurt yourself
- dni: minors, thinspo/fatspo accounts, racists, transphobes
- name: dream
- pronouns: none, anything is fine
- age: internet old :/
- arfid dx 10 years old, history of b/p sh & 🚬 but in #recovery
- i'll tw what you need… don't use me as an excuse to hurt yourself
- dni: minors, thinspo/fatspo accounts, racists, transphobes
the worst lie the disorder tells you is that it will give you control you don't have.
it takes everything from you. including your control.
it takes everything from you. including your control.
January 4, 2026 at 7:21 PM
the worst lie the disorder tells you is that it will give you control you don't have.
it takes everything from you. including your control.
it takes everything from you. including your control.
your disorder wants you to think every change in your body works against you. did you gain weight? you're evil. what about if you lose weight? you didn't lose enough and you're still disgusting. there is no winning, except for you to take care of yourself.
i gained two kg… my brain is wondering how has my body not changed… i feel misshapen, but i don't look any different
January 3, 2026 at 10:29 PM
your disorder wants you to think every change in your body works against you. did you gain weight? you're evil. what about if you lose weight? you didn't lose enough and you're still disgusting. there is no winning, except for you to take care of yourself.
i gained two kg… my brain is wondering how has my body not changed… i feel misshapen, but i don't look any different
January 3, 2026 at 7:23 PM
i gained two kg… my brain is wondering how has my body not changed… i feel misshapen, but i don't look any different
feeling horrible after eating :(
January 3, 2026 at 2:38 PM
feeling horrible after eating :(
Introduce yourself with what almost killed you
Hi, I'm malnourishment and abuse
Hi, I'm malnourishment and abuse
Introduce yourself with what almost killed you
Hi, I'm anxiety, depression, and asthma
Hi, I'm anxiety, depression, and asthma
Introduce yourself with what almost killed you
Hi, I'm an eating disorder
Hi, I'm an eating disorder
January 3, 2026 at 5:33 AM
Introduce yourself with what almost killed you
Hi, I'm malnourishment and abuse
Hi, I'm malnourishment and abuse
there is nothing wrong with gaining weight. if you gain in an unhealthy way, then the issue is the health problem you are having, not the weight gain. your body is beautiful. let it exist without trying to hurt it.
January 3, 2026 at 5:27 AM
there is nothing wrong with gaining weight. if you gain in an unhealthy way, then the issue is the health problem you are having, not the weight gain. your body is beautiful. let it exist without trying to hurt it.
currently eating: curried tofu 🥢
January 2, 2026 at 7:58 PM
currently eating: curried tofu 🥢
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thank you all for surviving 2025 ♥️
January 1, 2026 at 2:06 AM
thank you all for surviving 2025 ♥️
wait a minute, can we talk about the absolutely insane difference between a men's large and a women's "large"?
the market is engineered to be misogynistic and that sucks.
the market is engineered to be misogynistic and that sucks.
January 2, 2026 at 7:00 PM
wait a minute, can we talk about the absolutely insane difference between a men's large and a women's "large"?
the market is engineered to be misogynistic and that sucks.
the market is engineered to be misogynistic and that sucks.
my favorite jeans don't fit me again :( ugh
January 2, 2026 at 6:54 PM
my favorite jeans don't fit me again :( ugh
untagged body check on my dashboard yay great i want to self immolate
January 2, 2026 at 6:50 AM
untagged body check on my dashboard yay great i want to self immolate
currently eating: popcorn 🍿 i haven't had it in so long but it's so good
January 2, 2026 at 4:38 AM
currently eating: popcorn 🍿 i haven't had it in so long but it's so good
happy new year everyone, go easy on yourself but have high hopes
January 1, 2026 at 8:07 PM
happy new year everyone, go easy on yourself but have high hopes
deciding in the middle of a NYE bar crawl that actually, I hate alcohol. I wanna be at home with my kiddos
January 1, 2026 at 2:53 AM
deciding in the middle of a NYE bar crawl that actually, I hate alcohol. I wanna be at home with my kiddos
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Happy new years eve everyone!! 💙 despite this disorder, i hope each one of us can find peace in recovery one day, or at least be safe in our activities
I love you guys and the support and love you have given me; twt couldn't have given me what you guys gave me so far
Thank you for a great 2025 ✨️
I love you guys and the support and love you have given me; twt couldn't have given me what you guys gave me so far
Thank you for a great 2025 ✨️
December 31, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Happy new years eve everyone!! 💙 despite this disorder, i hope each one of us can find peace in recovery one day, or at least be safe in our activities
I love you guys and the support and love you have given me; twt couldn't have given me what you guys gave me so far
Thank you for a great 2025 ✨️
I love you guys and the support and love you have given me; twt couldn't have given me what you guys gave me so far
Thank you for a great 2025 ✨️
i will be able to weigh tomorrow and i both do and do not want to
December 31, 2025 at 9:40 PM
i will be able to weigh tomorrow and i both do and do not want to
i miss the little sunrise on my profile, what's up with that?
December 31, 2025 at 7:12 PM
i miss the little sunrise on my profile, what's up with that?
i'm still bothered by a dream i had where one of my friends said they were .5 below my lw. it was so triggering, even though i am supposed to be recovering, even though it was a dream
December 31, 2025 at 7:04 PM
i'm still bothered by a dream i had where one of my friends said they were .5 below my lw. it was so triggering, even though i am supposed to be recovering, even though it was a dream
you're never going to guess what i am eating
currently eating: mini bagels with peanut butter. my brain is telling me i can feel the fat growing in my thighs, but a) there's nothing wrong with fat, everyone has it and b) that's literally insane
December 31, 2025 at 6:34 PM
you're never going to guess what i am eating
currently eating: this exact same thing again XD
currently eating: mini bagels with peanut butter. my brain is telling me i can feel the fat growing in my thighs, but a) there's nothing wrong with fat, everyone has it and b) that's literally insane
December 30, 2025 at 10:27 PM
currently eating: this exact same thing again XD
currently eating: mini bagels with peanut butter. my brain is telling me i can feel the fat growing in my thighs, but a) there's nothing wrong with fat, everyone has it and b) that's literally insane
December 30, 2025 at 1:42 PM
currently eating: mini bagels with peanut butter. my brain is telling me i can feel the fat growing in my thighs, but a) there's nothing wrong with fat, everyone has it and b) that's literally insane
cw self harm/ocd/bfrb
i need to be perfect! i say, as i tear holes into my skin
i need to be perfect! i say, as i tear holes into my skin
December 30, 2025 at 3:10 AM
cw self harm/ocd/bfrb
i need to be perfect! i say, as i tear holes into my skin
i need to be perfect! i say, as i tear holes into my skin
currently eating: (vegetarian) beans and toast 🇬🇧
December 29, 2025 at 11:23 PM
currently eating: (vegetarian) beans and toast 🇬🇧
life has mysterious ways of teaching me lessons because i did end up being sick :( i'm not sure if i willed it upon myself or if there was truly something off with the food
yesterday i ate vegan food for lunch and dinner with a friend. i'm feeling nervous about it because since there were fake meats and cheeses, i basically don't know what i was eating. but i also understand my feeling sick is more likely to be from arfid than from the food.
December 29, 2025 at 7:47 PM
life has mysterious ways of teaching me lessons because i did end up being sick :( i'm not sure if i willed it upon myself or if there was truly something off with the food
yesterday i ate vegan food for lunch and dinner with a friend. i'm feeling nervous about it because since there were fake meats and cheeses, i basically don't know what i was eating. but i also understand my feeling sick is more likely to be from arfid than from the food.
December 29, 2025 at 5:09 PM
yesterday i ate vegan food for lunch and dinner with a friend. i'm feeling nervous about it because since there were fake meats and cheeses, i basically don't know what i was eating. but i also understand my feeling sick is more likely to be from arfid than from the food.