Can’t lay down like I wanna due I’m in a lot of pain

The ones I gotta babysit this weekend are here and Ik gonna drive me crazy

Idk why I had kiss, marry , kill pop up in my head lol

Damn storm is flailing my anxiety some but I’m focusing on keeping relax before it gets to overwhelming

I hate that I gotta deal with my niece and nephew for the weekend being they don’t have school tomorrow and Monday. Don’t get me wrong, I love them but they want me to keep them entertained when they are at my house.

When you think you done good controlling your emotions to where you don’t get depressed or a anxiety attack, boom it hits you on the back of the head like “hi bish I’m here to mess up your day” bleh

Lord, when I thought they understood I wanted to end things due to me not being ok mentally they try to start crap again and I feel like they may be turning a good friend against me but I’m getting to the point of where idc anymore. I explained to my friend why I don’t wanna deal with them yet.

Been trying to figure out what anime to watch while I been rewatching a skit on YouTube cafae latte.

I be glad to be able to watch this show again

Been watching Yellowstone, while my day been crap