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Not Kevin
@notthenerd.bsky.social
This is NOT Kevin, and this is NOT Supernerd, but this is just an ALT account for someone LIKE Supernerd.
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Yeah idk why I made this, this is just where my NSFW thoughts about Acheron, Caesar, Jane Doe, Changli, Carlotta, Yanagi, Raiden Shogun, Evelyn, Astra Yao, Miyabi, Zani, Aglaea, Arlecchino, Mavuika, Kafka, Black Swan, Feixiao, Himeko, Tingyun, Burnice, and Grace Howard, and how I feel about them go.
why yes i want to drive on route 17 at 160mph how can you tell
May 5, 2025 at 4:23 AM
It's gotten worse and then someone asked me about one of the things he said on stream if its true or not 😭 I think I've decided I'm gonna let my friend just lead his community astray for my own happiness
UGH! One of my good friends finally streamed wuwa which is great! But the amount of misinformation he spread was just insane and apparently he convinced other people to try the game out but I’m worried they’re gonna go to him and he’s gonna spread more misinformation 😭😭😭
May 2, 2025 at 9:49 PM
UGH! One of my good friends finally streamed wuwa which is great! But the amount of misinformation he spread was just insane and apparently he convinced other people to try the game out but I’m worried they’re gonna go to him and he’s gonna spread more misinformation 😭😭😭
May 1, 2025 at 7:07 AM
I don’t know what to do! I have a friend and it seems like they have a problem EVERYDAY and I try to do so many things for them to lift them up and it’s exhausting idk what to do 😭
April 28, 2025 at 6:40 AM
Did everyone go back to the other site D:

That's terrible! I HAVE NO FRIENDS ON THE OTHER SITE LMAO

I've met so many cool people and I KNOW I can't do that over there..
April 23, 2025 at 6:40 AM
IM HAVING GIRL PROBLEMS SOMEONE HELP I DONT KNOW WHATT TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
April 7, 2025 at 3:02 AM
I think the hardest thing after The Incident™ is accepting that people DO in fact like me. I just wish I had the confidence to still talk to more people and make more friends but its a work in progress!
April 4, 2025 at 4:52 AM
no more yapping from me I'm too tired. I just dont want to bother anyone with these kind of thoughts but I'll be back to my scheduled posting on my main tomorrow but I miss talking to my dearest friends that aren't one word messages I'll do better
April 1, 2025 at 6:34 AM
I can confidently say after my 5 day break, it was once again people on discord and steam bothering me (a huge shocker)

Like so many people knew me when I was basically THE People Pleaser and they think I'm still like that and the people I WANT to talk to are not around

AHHHHHHH
I think it's bluesky break time I just have too many games and too much irl stuff to do but I also don't wanna be just a person that only talks about stream stuff cause I wanna be a friend first to everyone and I feel myself spiralling 😭
April 1, 2025 at 6:07 AM
ALSO one of my friend's communities feels like it's slowly going to shit :/ which sucks cause he's one of my best online friends and I'm so happy that he's blowing up but like...a lot of them in the community are so intolerable...I just hate it.
March 28, 2025 at 11:53 PM
After slowing down posting on bsky and being only 25% active I realized how lonely I was.
March 28, 2025 at 11:31 PM
I think it's bluesky break time I just have too many games and too much irl stuff to do but I also don't wanna be just a person that only talks about stream stuff cause I wanna be a friend first to everyone and I feel myself spiralling 😭
March 26, 2025 at 7:05 AM
I have 1 moot and he has over 800 followers and he just
KEEPS
POSTING
THE SAME
INTERACTION POST EVERY 2 HOURS

bro please...just talk to your friends 😭
March 25, 2025 at 5:43 AM
I don't know if it's copium, wishful thinking, or some other 3rd option but I think if I actually start posting tiktoks I might hit a new kind of breakthrough on twitch :/

and it's kinda scary tbh!
March 19, 2025 at 4:55 AM
I've come to realized that a lot of my own added negativity comes from discord and mostly the twitch communities I'm additionally a part of. I know it's not their fault but I look at certain people and they just... make me feel like they don't care as much?
March 15, 2025 at 12:44 AM
I'm really sorry to the people I haven't answered im doing BAD but each day just MIGHT be getting harder
March 11, 2025 at 6:03 PM
I feel so unsuccessful in life and I'm just so down so I haven't really talked to any of my friends I just want one good thing to happen
March 11, 2025 at 5:34 AM
Reposted by Not Kevin
OH BROTHER, THE FEET, EXPOSED BACK, THIGHS, SIDE BOOB AND BOOB WINDOW, STOMACH AND HELL WE'LL GO EVEN FURTHER BEYOND THE ARMPITS ALL BEING EXPOSED LIKE THAT?!? SHIFT UP YOU'RE COOKING IN NIKKE WITH TRINA.
March 10, 2025 at 3:32 AM
pls don't be fooled underneath my 9000 jokes is just someone who is broke, unemployed, a loner, and cannot confront a single person. I think...I'm cooked but MAYBE i'll just...mute her on my phone and hope she just doesn't appear in my notifs
March 7, 2025 at 10:17 PM
LIKE??? Do i just block her or do I hope she just never texts me again? I'm tweaking out I'm terrible at this!!! Do I be mean as a joke? Do I tell her to buy a PS5 and play Monster Hunter with me and I forgive her???
APPARENTLY my ex had no idea she was blocked. She got a new phone with a new number. AND TEXTED ME last night.

And I didn't go to sleep until 7 AM because I crashed out in my friend's DMs. I have reached my bi-monthly crash out and as such it's time to take a break.
March 7, 2025 at 10:00 PM
APPARENTLY my ex had no idea she was blocked. She got a new phone with a new number. AND TEXTED ME last night.

And I didn't go to sleep until 7 AM because I crashed out in my friend's DMs. I have reached my bi-monthly crash out and as such it's time to take a break.
March 7, 2025 at 7:21 PM
Reposted by Not Kevin
ITS MODEL REVEAL TIME, EVERYONE!! We're revealing the 3.0 Lance Model here!

💜 + RT to unlock Stage 1 and check out dem legggss!

You can also check out the 3.0.1 Chloe model over on 🟦🕊️!!
#vtuber #debut #vtuberdebut
February 26, 2025 at 9:13 PM
I'm gonna tweak out I just got such a terrible message and it made me so mad I was just trying to have a great day and they have R U I N E D it
March 7, 2025 at 4:01 AM
I think tomorrow's stream might be time for a *critical* discussion of powercreep and what it means cause I think people confuse the term and its starting to make me very upset waking up and seeing the same shit different day.
March 3, 2025 at 6:47 AM
I took a nap and I feel so isolated from everyone and the feeling just NEVER goes away and if I had to describe how I feel, I feel like TV Static

No matter how hard I try I feel alienated :(
March 3, 2025 at 1:30 AM