im just so fucking miserable with nothing to help me cope, playing games just make this feelings worse anyways. not even hobbies to share with also. anyways thats all my rant for tonight, goodnight, goodbye and happy new years. and hope to another happy year to yall goobers. thanks for reading ig.

anyways im just at my wits end at this point, im too fucking tired to actually want to do anything. not even go to work and see my coworkers honestly. im just so out of it, sometimes i wonder what alcohol tastes like. its bad, i know, but i just wanna try something that might help me cope with this

doing these shit story videos on university anyways, bitch i took an engineering course not a fucking filmmaker studio recruitment. but fuck i just can't talk shit about my work, the coworkers i met there are so fucking nice it creeps me out but it gives me a little hope

i also wished my university time wasn't full of shit, why the fuck does most schools still start at 7 in the fucking morning. i really hated trying to do group projects, fucking hated trying to do my best giving it my all just for a shitty story video that is badly edited. honestly why are we even

certain god is praised, how the fuck would you come out and say "i don't believe in this"? ESPECIALLY to your fucking parents who spent LITERAL CASH on these religion schools that i have to fucking painfully suffer through. throughout my whole life, EVEN UNIVERSITY i have to fucking LEARN about it.

wished i could cut them off but i can't shit out money just to go far enough from them. i mean, not exactly cut them off but more like them not giving a fuck about what i do anymore. also god religions...such a pain in the ass, i don't even trust god, but because of me living in a country where a

wish i travelled somewhere

tomorrow is just gonna be another day huh... well, i really dont know what to say. doing this after telling what ive experienced on unbeatable feels pretty childish. im so dumb. well, gn peeps. and have a great life, or day or tomorrow whatever.

i cried. a lot, maybe too fucking much even. probably too much than i have ever, ever had in any other stories. and im happy, happy so much that this existed. thank you so much dcellgames for creating this.