not-howie.bsky.social
@not-howie.bsky.social
18, Norse Pagan, Some flavour of poet
wannabe linguist, free thinker, and pioneer for a better tomorrow
Update, slightly crazy but we getting betterrrrrr
Scared of being 40 and still loving the same eyes I fell in love with at 18
March 10, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Situationship progress made, potential for a start maybe? I want to rearrange the universe to mirror her image so the swathes of the universe can proportionately experience HER

#delusional #poetry #obsessed #love #blowmypageuppleaseiwannamakehistory
December 28, 2024 at 9:43 AM
Scared of being 40 and still loving the same eyes I fell in love with at 18
December 27, 2024 at 10:29 AM
I promise all y'all that see this that I'm some flavour of okay. I just yearn too hard and am majorly deprived of any attention

#yearning #genz #deprived
December 24, 2024 at 12:19 AM
Gave me hope, let me learn to love you and I think we're getting to a good point
Just to say the things I couldn't have with you because you don't want them with anyone
You give to another because he's easier
Yea fuck you and your feelings too
You weren't an option, you were needed
I was discarded
December 23, 2024 at 7:03 PM
What if your only talking to me now to pull away harder

Just to see if you could keep getting me?
December 23, 2024 at 6:25 AM
Trying to carve you out of the space I made for you

Is like condemning a linguist to silence for a lifetime

To have passion for words, and the abstractions they convey

Yet unable to belay the message of your own heart

Ripping out my own, to save from you further destroying me

#poetry #love
December 22, 2024 at 3:14 AM
Reposted
....and another thing.
December 21, 2024 at 4:09 PM
Inheritance
From a poor family
Inheriting genealogical pain
Inheriting dependence
On the very thing killing my namesake
A world, On the verge of death
Inherited by dreamers, visionaries,
With not a way to break the cycle
The only thing set to be mine
Is the rest of my bloodlines failed attempts
December 21, 2024 at 7:12 PM
the new SanDisk logo makes me wanna start klepping shards, because why is 32gb 44 damn dollars?
December 21, 2024 at 5:36 AM
Kinda scared to get my mini Cooper running right, might actually hurt myself in a vehicle that small...
December 20, 2024 at 5:14 AM
Every conversation you make my heart cry
My eyes bleed
And I fall further in love
Why can't we talk about it?
Why can't "us" as some form of thing be?

Love You, Fuck You, Mean it.

#poetry #love #hurt #limerence #yearning
December 20, 2024 at 5:12 AM
How are you gonna be upset because he's mad that you care, but when I tried to care you pushed me away. How can you not care for me but for him?

Love you, fuck you, mean it.

"Boyfriend" by Dove Cameron, I absolutely would be
December 16, 2024 at 1:54 AM
The hope you have my heart
Could only be compared
The way an artists soul lights up
Over their art being revered
Even in death

The love I wanted to give was equal to the world
The love you gave me was equal to a forgotten houseplant

#poetry #love #philosophical
December 15, 2024 at 8:42 PM
guys, don't tell her she's gorgeous, spend the rest of your lives trying to tell her

"if art should be perceived as beautiful in many ways, just a percentage of your gorgeousness should amount to all the world's fine art galleries" - Howie

#poetry #beauty #wordart
December 5, 2024 at 3:38 AM
the page of my moleskine, where I poured everything I am out.
was nothing more than kindling to fuel your restless, fire filled being.
damning every bit of who I was
to your shadow.

#poetry
December 4, 2024 at 8:19 PM
AI's primary focus shouldn't be on art, but rather completing task, solving complex problems, and helping us move towards a more fruitful and supportive society for us all. Rather is has been a tool of infringement, piracy, and is taking away the one thing unique to humans. ART, LOVE, PASSION
By living. You don't just get inspired by observing exclusively the visuals of the world around you. We are inspired by experiences, emotions, stories, and the full spectrum of human existence. It's not as simple as just absorbing images and regurgitating them.
December 2, 2024 at 2:10 AM
Reposted
Religion does NOT belong in our schools!

Agreed? ✋
December 1, 2024 at 11:52 PM
I wonder sometimes
How you are
Are your eyes still wonder blue
or have they too turned grey as mine
Your hair still the colour of warm Autumn
or the lonely brown that clings to post winter
December 1, 2024 at 11:56 PM
they say time can heal
most any wound

but what is failed to be mentioned
is the time spent unable to grieve

this time festers and worsens

alongside the scribbled passages
of heartbroken scribes

#poetry #losspoetry #lovepoetry #originalpiece
December 1, 2024 at 11:46 PM
Reposted
You’re not violating a reading rule if you opt not to finish a book that's not resonating with you. Life is finite and we thus have a finite number of books to read. Reading shouldn’t be a chore. You needn’t feel guilty for ensuring that your time reading is spent reading things that you love.
November 27, 2024 at 3:32 AM
My moleskine being scratched by my pen is the most therapeutic thing
November 27, 2024 at 6:37 AM
Crazy ain't it?

#poetry
November 27, 2024 at 6:33 AM