It's not even remotely vague. If you want to know about trans issues you talk to trans people. Stop being obtuse.

Fuck anyone who makes fun of a community proactively protecting itself like this. Making this kind of testing accessible is something that deserves to be praised.

And that's not all even touching the fact that I've helped her with various expenses since we got back together, to fix things of hers or replace things she needs, and so on...

...and I've yet to see a single bit back from her, be it a birthday gift, Christmas/Yule gift, paying me back, or so on...

I've confessed my feelings to her as I did early in our relationship, but this time, I get reciprocated with statements of not being sure how she feels or just chauvanistic worries she has... 😣

Which i do my best to address and alleviate as best as I can, but... it feels like none of it sticks...

The long-distance between us doesn't help, nor the fact that we haven't spent time together since February of 2021...

I just....with everything on my plate mentally and just what I deal with from work and family and so on, I think... I think I need someone who I can physically be with... 😓

Like I LOVE Christmas and just the whole holiday season, but all the music and corny-ass movies could disappear overnight, and I'd throw a damn party lol.

Oh, you too? Besties! 🤝

Seriously, though... My Mom had it all running more or less non-stop as soon as we finished Thanksgiving dinner all the way until Christmas night. And then all the various customer service & fast food jobs in my life.

I hate it all so much.