I'll keep drawing and become a crazy good painter at 50 and then I'll find a cave and pour my heart into a nightmarish fresco and set a pointy hardwood pole in the middle and hang myself naked at the top so after a while my corpse falls down and gets pierced on the pole

Little black puppy kept following me on my 4 am walk through the abandoned graveyard and wouldn't leave my side no matter what but beyond the gate it didn't accompany me and whimpered like a little kid as I left without looking behind now I feel worried and bad about it

just awoke from a genuinely harrowing dream in which I had done something remarkably foolish (so foolish I have had the common sense to never do it IRL) and needed to figure out and execute a way to handle the consequences without making it a worse problem

Dreamt last night that Mitterand wasn't dead and he actually opened a Chinese jesuit monastery in upper Quebec where he cultivated boreal dragon weed that made him immortal and put prospective acolytes through lethal trials to test their worthiness of the ice dragon joints

a foal

laying awake in stress thinking about "the end of American Empire," feeling a ball of Thai curry squeeze thru my insides as my estrogen-poisoned Masculine brain plays a Bomb Difusal mini game with all the neurons just aching to go out in one big aneurism

God Emperor of Dune by Frank Herbert (1981 Japanese edition.) Cover art by Naoyuki Kato

ive gotten a voicemail a month from the ec-council because i clicked on the 'more info' section of the certified ethical hacker cert a decade ago

Sonic ocs

Zoldyke #hxh