Vee
@nonbirimelody.bsky.social
Jpop (6T, NEWS, HSJ, timelesz) & Jdrama enthusiast ★ 25⇧★ fountain pen enjoyer ★ sci-fi/fantasy reader ★ crocheter ★ @subs.icedhojicha.com ★ 🖤🩶🤍💜 ★ 🖤🩶🤍💚 ★ She/They 🇨🇦
Thought I'd try writing down how I feel in a different way instead of my regular old journal and it somehow makes me feel better in some sort of way
I'd draw it out if I was any good at it but instead but I'm painting with words
I'd draw it out if I was any good at it but instead but I'm painting with words
December 14, 2025 at 4:47 AM
Thought I'd try writing down how I feel in a different way instead of my regular old journal and it somehow makes me feel better in some sort of way
I'd draw it out if I was any good at it but instead but I'm painting with words
I'd draw it out if I was any good at it but instead but I'm painting with words
Body mods are the only thing keeping me from dissociating completely it's hard to be mentally absent when blood is pouring out of my healing piercing
December 13, 2025 at 5:18 AM
Body mods are the only thing keeping me from dissociating completely it's hard to be mentally absent when blood is pouring out of my healing piercing
Idk if I've lost weight lately but this is the most rib I've ever seen on me can't count them yet but they're def sticking out now
December 13, 2025 at 4:26 AM
Idk if I've lost weight lately but this is the most rib I've ever seen on me can't count them yet but they're def sticking out now
Bored & lonely is one hell of a combo
December 12, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Bored & lonely is one hell of a combo
Can't wait to go home and get back to stardew
December 12, 2025 at 8:50 PM
Can't wait to go home and get back to stardew
Should I buy the starto countdown ticket I won't be able to watch live anyhow
December 12, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Should I buy the starto countdown ticket I won't be able to watch live anyhow
The thought of having to cancel Christmas Eve plans for work is depressing
But everything's making me feel depressed so🤷♀️
But everything's making me feel depressed so🤷♀️
December 12, 2025 at 4:44 AM
The thought of having to cancel Christmas Eve plans for work is depressing
But everything's making me feel depressed so🤷♀️
But everything's making me feel depressed so🤷♀️
Decided to extend my workout time so I can practice the dance but I've barely made it past the first line🫠
December 11, 2025 at 10:35 PM
Decided to extend my workout time so I can practice the dance but I've barely made it past the first line🫠
So uh my tattoo pokes out of all my workout shorts so old gym shorts it is (good thing it's winter but what am I gonna do when it gets warmer I only workout at home)
December 11, 2025 at 9:52 PM
So uh my tattoo pokes out of all my workout shorts so old gym shorts it is (good thing it's winter but what am I gonna do when it gets warmer I only workout at home)
My job fking sucks I barely get any time off and when I do I don't get paid and at the current conversion rate I make the equivalent of $14 USD an hr
Fking ridiculous
My resume is getting updated asap idc how fked the job market is rn I'm getting back in the game
Fking ridiculous
My resume is getting updated asap idc how fked the job market is rn I'm getting back in the game
December 11, 2025 at 5:29 AM
My job fking sucks I barely get any time off and when I do I don't get paid and at the current conversion rate I make the equivalent of $14 USD an hr
Fking ridiculous
My resume is getting updated asap idc how fked the job market is rn I'm getting back in the game
Fking ridiculous
My resume is getting updated asap idc how fked the job market is rn I'm getting back in the game
The more I see the unrendered polygonal "trucks" the more stupid they look
December 11, 2025 at 12:17 AM
The more I see the unrendered polygonal "trucks" the more stupid they look
Not my boss trying to get me to work on a stat holiday good thing I read my contact carefully 😭
December 10, 2025 at 6:09 PM
Not my boss trying to get me to work on a stat holiday good thing I read my contact carefully 😭
0-2 for first dates(?) so far not including the classmate I completely failed to notice was flirting with me way back when
Also is this something you talk about with friends? Advice needed😭
Also is this something you talk about with friends? Advice needed😭
December 10, 2025 at 4:17 AM
0-2 for first dates(?) so far not including the classmate I completely failed to notice was flirting with me way back when
Also is this something you talk about with friends? Advice needed😭
Also is this something you talk about with friends? Advice needed😭
I can count on my fingers how many people I interact with on any given day (family included)
That's not good right
That's not good right
December 10, 2025 at 3:37 AM
I can count on my fingers how many people I interact with on any given day (family included)
That's not good right
That's not good right
Whoever's planning to hit the hills tmrw is getting sick powder
December 9, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Whoever's planning to hit the hills tmrw is getting sick powder
My plans with individual friends is just their name & time in my calendar 😂
December 8, 2025 at 11:21 PM
My plans with individual friends is just their name & time in my calendar 😂
Oomf quit her remote job because of burnout
Fair, but in this economy? Can't be me😅
Fair, but in this economy? Can't be me😅
December 8, 2025 at 9:59 PM
Oomf quit her remote job because of burnout
Fair, but in this economy? Can't be me😅
Fair, but in this economy? Can't be me😅
Used to squishing down my emotions so they don't affect me but I'm having a hard time doing that to new feelings I've never felt before
December 8, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Used to squishing down my emotions so they don't affect me but I'm having a hard time doing that to new feelings I've never felt before
I think I might have caught feelings and I don't know what to do cuz I didn't think this was possible and he's demiromantic..
December 8, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I think I might have caught feelings and I don't know what to do cuz I didn't think this was possible and he's demiromantic..
I know the answer to my chronic feelings of loneliness is therapy but I hate that esp since I feel so priced out of it
And I feel even crummier rn because hormones aren't doing this to me
And I feel even crummier rn because hormones aren't doing this to me
December 7, 2025 at 10:49 PM
I know the answer to my chronic feelings of loneliness is therapy but I hate that esp since I feel so priced out of it
And I feel even crummier rn because hormones aren't doing this to me
And I feel even crummier rn because hormones aren't doing this to me
Well this was the first time I met someone new and actually had a good time getting to know them
And we connected on quite a few things
And we connected on quite a few things
December 6, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Well this was the first time I met someone new and actually had a good time getting to know them
And we connected on quite a few things
And we connected on quite a few things
Trudeau and Katy Perry sounds like something a hollywood writer came up with
December 6, 2025 at 5:13 PM
Trudeau and Katy Perry sounds like something a hollywood writer came up with
Been slacking on the Korean but I still remember hangul so I'm taking that as a win
December 6, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Been slacking on the Korean but I still remember hangul so I'm taking that as a win
Glad I'm done bleeding and feeling like I never want to be conscious again sincerely hope this won't be a monthly occurrence
December 5, 2025 at 11:03 PM
Glad I'm done bleeding and feeling like I never want to be conscious again sincerely hope this won't be a monthly occurrence
I want a rib tattoo next but what should it be hmm
December 5, 2025 at 9:39 PM
I want a rib tattoo next but what should it be hmm