Bother your last friend. So what do you do, well i guess you scream into this void, it doesnt help the pain but atleast your thoughts are out there...i guess i do know why im depressed, i just dont wanna expect it. Sorry to anyone who read this. I just needed to vent

Help. It just reminds me im alone. Maybe thats what it is, or maybe its learning that your only remaining parent is a covert narcissist who believes you yourself are one. Everything you look at supports that your not one and that infact she is, but you cant talk to her about it, you dont wanna

I have no idea why. Its just like how i dissappeared, 20 years of wanting to die and then light a flip, nothing. And today its back. You forget just how much its drags on you and stops you from doing what you need to. Itll pass im sure, but it hurts. And having nobody in your life to talk to doesnt