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My Ashlesha self is unknowingly (or partially knowingly) fanning shit and dragging it out, weird to see my poisons poisoning others without me realizing

Kill them (mentally) 😄

I’m now experimenting with discards and I tried the dough before I let it sit: sour but sooo chewy

Which means u will run out of flour real fast. Those starters are hangry so u need to add a lot of food. If u discard a portion, u don’t need to add as much as that. My temporary conclusion anw

But I still don’t have kitchen scale and I use my own instincts to determine how much it is to feed. Basically I refuse to learn from theories and only want to learn from my own mistakes. Anw I think it’s not that u need to discard a portion exactly, but then u need to add SO MUCH MORE flour

To the right is my kefir brewing

Meditation is one of the best things I can give my Ashlesha Venus in 1H aspected by all planets that denote 8H, even Pluto

I went into meditation being borderline misandrist due to fear and I think I no longer have that exactly and Mars is still in Cancer