it's so strange cus a lot of people are harping about how the popularity wont last because we're blinded by nostalgia, but i've been playing for a solid hour and a half and am enjoying myself so much and i cannot stress enough that i literally wasn't here for this season

cant wait to lose this feeling in like 4 hours and stare at my pc with a fr☹️

And it sucks because I really do want to create these things and I swear I can enjoy the process, but I wish I could enjoy the process in greater than bite sized amounts. I want to create something greater but my brain punishes me for having ambition

i plan out everything, i break things down to smaller tasks, those tasks have checklists, etc. but for whatever reason there's only so much effort i can put in before i exceed my own limit and chances are it results in me struggling to pick up the entire medium again if it happens enough times

okay 'my existence' is crazy but i digress

no cus reading this made me realize the incredible degradation in how much i would post over the years and never once considered the prospect that it might’ve been the app itself steering me that way. Making me consider actually posting again instead of just lurking 😭 how beautiful

almost feels as if for a brief moment i could actually come out of my shell and interact 😭