Your head is patted and you're sent on your way for the long cold trip to the airport.
She texts you to listen to this album, which you do, continuously, for the next 5 hours. You're not sure what happens next but you feel there might be a chance to be ok
Your head is patted and you're sent on your way for the long cold trip to the airport.
She texts you to listen to this album, which you do, continuously, for the next 5 hours. You're not sure what happens next but you feel there might be a chance to be ok
Hungover in a barely acceptable hotel, confronting the possible end of everything you've built your life around, and having to stare into the maw of what comes next.
The jangly guitars on Concrete mocking you but also giving you the kick you need
Hungover in a barely acceptable hotel, confronting the possible end of everything you've built your life around, and having to stare into the maw of what comes next.
The jangly guitars on Concrete mocking you but also giving you the kick you need
Don't really have fancy words for this one, it just rocks
Don't really have fancy words for this one, it just rocks
Came along as I explored the darker aspects of my transition.
I was no longer afraid to be me. But now I had to face: was the true me incompatible with the life I had built? Did I need to set it all ablaze, just to find out what was fireproof?
Came along as I explored the darker aspects of my transition.
I was no longer afraid to be me. But now I had to face: was the true me incompatible with the life I had built? Did I need to set it all ablaze, just to find out what was fireproof?
The summer climaxed with events that brought invigorating clarity, at the cost of interpersonal turmoil. Autumn's cool turn was left to pick up the pieces.
I immersed myself in a sad, thick Scottish brogue over some chilly synths
The summer climaxed with events that brought invigorating clarity, at the cost of interpersonal turmoil. Autumn's cool turn was left to pick up the pieces.
I immersed myself in a sad, thick Scottish brogue over some chilly synths
Sometimes you make the best mistake of your life and you drive around all weekend in a daze listening to an album about what happens after the world you knew ends
Sometimes you make the best mistake of your life and you drive around all weekend in a daze listening to an album about what happens after the world you knew ends
The most ferocious album I leaned on this year. In the back half, it was my go-to for a pickmeup -- if I felt scattered and unfocused at my job, if I felt scared and overexposed in my personal life.
These Norwegian boys are on another level
The most ferocious album I leaned on this year. In the back half, it was my go-to for a pickmeup -- if I felt scattered and unfocused at my job, if I felt scared and overexposed in my personal life.
These Norwegian boys are on another level
Sitting in Cal Anderson park reading a story of a woman dressed as a man falling in love with a married noblewoman
I'm surrounded by trans women and men and NBs and queers and I feel safe and at home with these strangers
The guitars are so transporting
Sitting in Cal Anderson park reading a story of a woman dressed as a man falling in love with a married noblewoman
I'm surrounded by trans women and men and NBs and queers and I feel safe and at home with these strangers
The guitars are so transporting
Went to Seattle again in July. My first visit locked in my transness and I wanted to take more time to explore a place I may one day call home.
Finally "got" this album, two years after seeing it live. (Better late, etc.)
Went to Seattle again in July. My first visit locked in my transness and I wanted to take more time to explore a place I may one day call home.
Finally "got" this album, two years after seeing it live. (Better late, etc.)
They were supposed to have a new album this year, but of course not. So instead I reconnected with their last album, old enough to have a bar mitzvah, as I walked around Vegas for my friend's "bachelor" party.
At least I got in free to the Omnia
They were supposed to have a new album this year, but of course not. So instead I reconnected with their last album, old enough to have a bar mitzvah, as I walked around Vegas for my friend's "bachelor" party.
At least I got in free to the Omnia
It was pleasantly sunny at the Easter party. Our friend's trans kid spent the whole time listening to music on their cat ear headphones.
Yet, I try to be some kind of role model. It's only been 6 months.
On the drive home my spouse and I share this album
It was pleasantly sunny at the Easter party. Our friend's trans kid spent the whole time listening to music on their cat ear headphones.
Yet, I try to be some kind of role model. It's only been 6 months.
On the drive home my spouse and I share this album
In April I saw 銀杏BOYZ at 924 Gilman. First time being around other transfems since starting HRT. Back in the hotel room I sob.
Next day I'm in Seattle to watch Refused retire. The sun sets over Elliot Bay and Mineta screams in my ears and I feel something ending
In April I saw 銀杏BOYZ at 924 Gilman. First time being around other transfems since starting HRT. Back in the hotel room I sob.
Next day I'm in Seattle to watch Refused retire. The sun sets over Elliot Bay and Mineta screams in my ears and I feel something ending
As the ice thawed, a new life started to seem possible. The riffs on this album pumped me up enough to walk into a boutique for the first time and try on a blouse
(It didn't look good)
As the ice thawed, a new life started to seem possible. The riffs on this album pumped me up enough to walk into a boutique for the first time and try on a blouse
(It didn't look good)
Another album from the icy months, one that I filled with my fears and regrets
Another album from the icy months, one that I filled with my fears and regrets
The early, icy months of the year were the worst. A mix of personal problems colliding with the Politics of It All. Felt alone and like I was already losing my transness
Having angry, uncompromising music kept me warm
The early, icy months of the year were the worst. A mix of personal problems colliding with the Politics of It All. Felt alone and like I was already losing my transness
Having angry, uncompromising music kept me warm
The accidental soundtrack to my transition. The first single dropped on the day I accepted I needed to become a woman. Six months later I saw the band live on the day I felt I had finally become that woman
Fuel for the most important thing I've ever done
The accidental soundtrack to my transition. The first single dropped on the day I accepted I needed to become a woman. Six months later I saw the band live on the day I felt I had finally become that woman
Fuel for the most important thing I've ever done