Right now I’m holding on to my decisions, my ideals to the best of my ability.

I’m tired and feeling very stressed.

I wish I could have one normal dream with closure… I feel like all I’ve gotten is fragments and it isn’t fair. I’m glad you got that with your mom, though ❤️

And he said “I don’t know, also my family jumped the gun”, and I was like, “you think???”… I started asking him what happened, he couldn’t answer, he didn’t know. My brain didn’t know. I started pulling myself out of the cruel dream. I can’t believe my subconscious did that to me.