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getting actual professional help and especially getting diagnosed has already really changed the way I think, it has made me hopeful for my future. But I'm still not on those meds so my mind was racing 🙃 Just needed to get this out of my head and put it somewhere visible that I could look back to 💜

be happy in the end? The possibility of not feeling like that for most of my waking hours. Can't even imagine how that would feel. Carrying those thoughts for most of my life has been such a struggle and I really felt like I would have to carry them until my last breath. But finally opening up to->

Couldn't pass it over lol. Wasn't even really thinking about buying a Steam Deck until my coworker said "Hey, wanna buy my Steam Deck?".

I thought the same! but decided to just try it and it just played out of the box without doing any tweaks.