also gonna be real, ive been feeling a twinge of schitzo spiking again even with my meds so Im like...am I crazy? I need to keep in check jkhSKLJDHFJSHKDF

I am though for real trying to untangle my reasons for being annoyed so to better my future wants to make my own silly video essays

for my own progress on public speaking/presenting info
I just think thinking is neat if you do it fun xD

people accidently behaving like Nostalgia Critic more and more LMAOOOOO

genuinly do not understand how people with large fans don't like try to be more positive about a media crit, when they even admit 'eh this wasnt for me' than air out every idea complaint to 20k people

when you are also a creator? do you not feel a little embarrassed for being a stick in the mud

im not gonna give clues but this is the like 4th time I've seen someone COMPLETELY MISS THE POINT of the exact same story and I am baffled at how when the story very blatantly holdz your hand to make sure your don't misunderstood

artists are getting more stressed when they stat arguing about fictional horror that's not for them, mad that they don't get it and mad many people do enjoy it....yall are depressed I think //wheezes

there were so many angry comments from artists why did they need to comment on my post jhkKSJHDJKHS

literally I just love looking at weird architecture
Im that weirdo autistic
I am eating this shit UP
there is no solid "lore"
it's literally just 'what if you ended up in a weird man mad structure that feels like a fucked up dream' 'what if also fucked up creatures' ANYTHING GOES!!!
SCP of buildings

had to mute a post of mine where I was talking about how much I enjoy the backrooms series by Kane Pixels bc SO MANY PEOPLE wouldn't stop commenting about how stupid and confusing it is.

like fellow creators
you do not have to get so mad about the backrooms if it's not for you LMAO

american society thinks everything is sexual then get real confused at the people who aren't doing sex, instead wanting emotional comfort lmaooo

finally watched the furry pool toy doc and I MOOD MOOD let the inflataycreatures give me comfort

who wouldn't want to sleep on a huge creature!?

mourn all the money I did have at one point saved up that my fam just stole from me before I left home.
I've lived so scarce it's like insane to m to think of wanting anything that isn't food/water/shelter, that basic bitch human feel was zapped outta me young hujlksdjkhgd

I used to get so fucking depressed around birthday n xmas bc I got nearly nothing while living in fear of where I lived

the one year I got something cool [electronic drum set from gparents] OUR HOUSE GOT ROBBED LMAOOOOO