Don't mind me I try not to get personal too often, but I'm trying to function inbetween almost burning myself out, and the thoughts want to go somewhere that isn't just a journal.

There's several reasons I can't play Stardew Valley anymore, and a big one is just being reminded how I sank hours into that game to keep functioning in the worst times in my life.
And accordingly, the music takes me back to that immediately. Which sucks when youtubers use it as background tracks.

www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/da...

or

tapas.io/series/Dayna...

"I thought I did" Oh no, sweet little baby... 🥺

I have, while writing my thoughts into my notes, come across another dilemma in the choice I need to make.
I want a male character to be seen because I wanted to play with the audience and how they will forgive almost anything if the character is hot enough. So I need a visual medium anyway

I bet there's a way to write a novel while framing it like archeological documentation. Similar to how - if I remember correctly - Dracula was a collection of letters, diaries and articles.
Otherwise the first thing coming to mind were Walter Moers books.

Was thinking that, but I think for a written version, it enhances the experience to let it form itself in the readers mind and not have pictures.
I've notice this myself when reading, or even during dnd, that imagination was vivid but having a picture made me lazy, or disconnected the experience

Add to this the disrespect that people show comics as not being proper reading, or the market being so flooded that you'll be a single drop in the ocean

There already is one I would love to draw but cannot cuz of worldbuilding and workload. Now I'm facing it again over getting into the readers mind