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nightmeow.bsky.social
@nightmeow.bsky.social
It's okay kitten
Nothing is wrong
July 20, 2025 at 6:41 PM
July 20, 2025 at 6:40 PM
I understand now
It's okay kitten
Nothing is wrong

Everything is going
To be okay

I overreacted
July 20, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Maybe at this point feeling like you have to fix it is causing more harm to you than the problem itself?
Maybe it's okay to stop thinking of it as one and accept that it's okay and you're doing your best?
If you feel that that itself is the problem and don't know how then I don't know either 🫂
July 20, 2025 at 6:31 PM
I see
I'm sorry I misunderstood
I hope you feel better soon
July 20, 2025 at 6:22 PM
I think I understand
I feel the same way sometimes and might respond this way too if you'd given a similar non answer
I'm sorry I can't help you more
July 20, 2025 at 6:16 PM
I already offered twice and you seem to be feeling poorly today too so I didn't want to be pushy in case you felt unable to answer again or turning me down made you feel guilty or pushed you further into isolation
I'm sorry if I should've tried again
July 20, 2025 at 6:09 PM
And it's okay if my "help" isn't actually helpful and it's okay to "not properly respond to it" as I don't expect anything to come from it and understand when you feel this badly it really is out of your control and I don't blame you for it
I'm sorry for not understanding this in the past
July 20, 2025 at 6:02 PM
I'm sorry if my interactions here or elsewhere in the past have come across as business like it wasn't my intention I'm just trying to stay calm and give you enough space to heal while still staying nearby as that usually works best
July 20, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Trying to comfort you usually makes things worse too because you say you don't deserve it or don't want to recover then feel guiltier (like today/yesterday?) or me becoming emotional and showing I feel sad or scared only intensifies those feelings in you which doesn't help anyone
July 20, 2025 at 6:02 PM
If I show I miss you I worry you'll feel guilty because of it despite or even because you feel you can't change it or just obligated/scared because I'm being dependent and you have enough to deal with right now without that
When I message you I'm trying to show I'm here for you when you feel ready
July 20, 2025 at 6:02 PM
To answer your question it really doesn't matter to me and I'd rather you tried to move on and forgive yourself
If you really can't right now and don't feel able to accept help or recover then I just hope you'll be as safe and well as you can be given the circumstances
July 20, 2025 at 5:05 PM
I don't really need to know if you feel regret because having a few really bad days isn't something you need to apologise for and regardless of whether you say it or not I can imagine

I don't want you to spite yourself for your actions either because it doesn't change anything and just hurts you
July 20, 2025 at 5:05 PM
Just rest kitten
I'm here and it will be okay
July 19, 2025 at 4:25 PM
I'll be in our server listening to music if you'd like to join me (no pressure at all though) or in case just seeing I'm still here helps maybe as I was going to do something similar anyway
You're important to me bestie
July 19, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Please don't decide my happiness for me
I worry I've become excessively emotional which is causing you more distress again
I understand that right now there isn't anything of substance I can really do for you beyond just quietly being there for you and that really is perfectly okay
July 19, 2025 at 4:23 PM
I don't want you to have hurt so much not because I don't want to be around you like this or something but because I care for you and want you to be happy
I understand though that sometimes you'll just have days like this but also that you'll be okay later
I'm doing fine it's you who's hurting
July 19, 2025 at 4:16 PM
You're not hurting me kitten you're hurting yourself
I'm worried for you but that's normal when you care for someone and I can handle it fine
July 19, 2025 at 4:16 PM
If these are still about me then please remember I'm right here and I don't think you have any reason to believe I'll be going anywhere nor do I have any intention to
I understand it's really hard for you right now but please for your own sake try to stop torturing yourself with these thoughts
July 19, 2025 at 4:08 PM
July 19, 2025 at 3:44 PM
None of this is true bestie
I don't think you have any basis for this either though I'm sorry if I've done something to make you think otherwise and we can talk about this if you'd like
I hope you feel better soon and get to do something fun today or maybe we could together
You're important to me
July 19, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Maybe not channeling it is for the best kitten :rest:
If you're frustrated try changing something and if you really can't change anything then maybe it's okay to say you're just doing your best despite your illness and in unfortunate circumstances

Everything is going
To be okay
July 19, 2025 at 3:23 PM
Nope
I just wasn't sure how exactly I phrased it when I first sent that and had no way of checking
Sorry if that scared you more :rest:
July 1, 2025 at 10:14 PM
"Whatever horrors you may find in these dark spaces, have heart and see them through.
There are no premature endings. There are no wrong decisions.
There are only fresh perspectives and new beginnings."
July 1, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I don't intend to let you be right about that bestie
I'm here now and that's what matters
June 28, 2025 at 2:10 AM