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Writer JC with a side of Yunmeng Shuangjie

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WY sobbed and hugged JC again, this time squeezing the life out of him, muttering now and then about how precious his didi was and how he was lucky for having him in his life. JC gave up and melted into the hug, smiling at his silly gege.

his head so that he couldn't see the flush on his face. "Don't get me wrong, you'll never win the award for 'Best Older Brother', but," he took a deep breath and looked at his adoptive brother in the eye, "you are the only one for whom I'd give up my precious dogs for."

Who was it that listened to my rants and joke's about it so that i understood how little those problems were? Who helped me when I was at the lowest, never leaving my side even if it meant skipping a year of school?" JC rolled his eyes and gently shoved WY away, turning

JC was flabbergasted. From where did this idiot get the idea from?!
"You are really the stupidest person ever," he replied flatly and slapped WY's head. "Who was it that cheered me up by pulling at my leg and embarrassing me so much that i forgot about what made me sad and hurt?

said gently, in an attempt to calm WY.
However, that only made the older one cry even harder. "I am so sorry I made you hide your pain! I should've been a good brother, but instead I tease you so much that you felt like you couldn't trust me with this! I am so sorry!!"

JC'S eyes flew wide open, mouth dropped open in shock. He didn't expect this. He hugged back WY reflexively, rubbing his back soothingly as he felt his shoulder dampening. "What are you talking about? If course you never saw it, I did a pretty good job on hiding my pain," JC

the sight of a JC bracing himself for WY's teasing almost brought tears to his eyes. He took a moment to careful arrange the papers and place them on a table before enveloping his baby brother in a tight hug.
"A-cheng, my precious didi, gege is sorry for never seeing your pain."

laugh would hit him like a physical blow.
WY looked up from the paper to his brother, his posture ramrod straight, eyes tightly shut, and hands clenched tightly shut. He looked like he was ready for a beating.
WY already felt his heart ache as he read his brother's words, and

by laughter at the sheer stupidity of the content, and gentle teasing about how emo and broody teen!JC was. As much as his brother's teasing hurted, JC knew WY never did so out of malice or with intent to hurt him. He clenched his hands into fists, almost as if the impending

Truly, love is much scarier than death."

JC saw the way his brother focused on the prose, and closed his eyes tightly, bracing for his laughter. He knows his brother enough to predict his probable reaction: disbelief, at the tapestry of words woven by him, followed

once bound tightly in coils, hidden in the well-protected attic of their hearts, now laid bare for all to see, mock and destroy.
The urge to offer one's entire existence for one person, heart, body and soul, not bothering about the consequences of rejection and heartbreak.

JC with one hand, WY read the prose:
"Love
What a funny word.
Finding someone and latching onto them like a leech at the worst possible moment, sucking off all kind of control, composure and consistency they once possessed, and leaving them weak, vulnerable and exposed. Their feelings,

He looked at the fancy purple lettering, and his assumption made sense. It was when JC started college that he had an unnatural obsession with the colour purple and fountain pens (an obsession that unfortunately had carried on even now, after 5 long years). Shoving a struggling

my a-cheng except for this!" "You shut up and give them to me this instant," JC screamed. WY once again ignored his brother's temper tantrum and picked the first sheet to examine. The date wasn't clear, but he was able to gather that he wrote it when JC was 18.

for his papers. "WY! Give them back this instant," JC growled, which was promptly ignored. "I have to destroy them!" WY let out an indignant gasp. "No way! I have to see what it is that you're embarrassed of that you have to hide it from your gege! I know everything about

these from your gege?" He chuckles as he looks at the papers, realization dawning instantly as he recognises them. "Wait, these are your writings from when you started to write! You've never let anyone even breath near it!" He shrugged off a fuming JC, who was wrestling with him