*Trump didn't do anything wrong last time

Maybe they should hope that I will someday find a way to forgive them. Does anyone else struggle with this? I have always been the family first person but when I needed my family the most nearly all of them chose the hate instead of me and my husband and kids. How do relationships withstand this?

I feel so much guilt being mad at them but also I have been telling them how hard this would make our life for a god damn decade. What kind of person votes for the person saying they will hurt a loved one and then turns around and tells the loved one to hope it doesn't happen?