nickzx
@nickzx42.bsky.social
creative neurospicy soul learning how to heal the deep wounds of cptsd and reclaim my true self
Sometimes things happen and I end up taking off my CPAP in the middle of the night which then causes me to wake up the next morning exhausted and foggy. Yesterday was one of those mornings. 10 really loud layers
April 4, 2025 at 2:28 PM
Sometimes things happen and I end up taking off my CPAP in the middle of the night which then causes me to wake up the next morning exhausted and foggy. Yesterday was one of those mornings. 10 really loud layers
Turns out I've been suppressing emotions for a long time. Just changed to a more trauma-focused therapy and I'm also going to start processing things through creative stuff more.
I did this two days ago on my phone. 18 layers (which is a new record for me with any visual project)
I did this two days ago on my phone. 18 layers (which is a new record for me with any visual project)
April 4, 2025 at 2:13 PM
Turns out I've been suppressing emotions for a long time. Just changed to a more trauma-focused therapy and I'm also going to start processing things through creative stuff more.
I did this two days ago on my phone. 18 layers (which is a new record for me with any visual project)
I did this two days ago on my phone. 18 layers (which is a new record for me with any visual project)
My Google Maps timeline data was affected thanks to that "technical issue." I just barely discovered it a few weeks ago, saw fun reminders of things from over the past 10 ish years, and now everything before March 7th (two weeks ago) is just gone.
March 21, 2025 at 10:26 PM
My Google Maps timeline data was affected thanks to that "technical issue." I just barely discovered it a few weeks ago, saw fun reminders of things from over the past 10 ish years, and now everything before March 7th (two weeks ago) is just gone.
POW is one of the biggest things I miss about not going to GDC in several years. Glad to see it still going especially in such turbulent times.
POW the 13th is almost here!! 8bitSF is elevating your #GDC2025 spirits with a ghoulishly stacked lineup of music, viz, and #indiegames at DNA Lounge
Thursday, Mar 20th, 7pm!
$20 @ door w/ GDC Badge
$25 presale - www.dnalounge.com/calendar/202...
#vgm #chiptune #vocaloid #nerdcore #gdc #synthwave
Thursday, Mar 20th, 7pm!
$20 @ door w/ GDC Badge
$25 presale - www.dnalounge.com/calendar/202...
#vgm #chiptune #vocaloid #nerdcore #gdc #synthwave
March 17, 2025 at 6:37 PM
POW is one of the biggest things I miss about not going to GDC in several years. Glad to see it still going especially in such turbulent times.
Short-ish update: mental health is up and down but things are still generally getting better (even in the face of this global 💩-show. Amazing what ND-informed therapy can do.
Got some tedious matters to attend to over the next month or so and then I should 🤞hopefully🤞 be able to create again.
Got some tedious matters to attend to over the next month or so and then I should 🤞hopefully🤞 be able to create again.
March 12, 2025 at 5:43 PM
Short-ish update: mental health is up and down but things are still generally getting better (even in the face of this global 💩-show. Amazing what ND-informed therapy can do.
Got some tedious matters to attend to over the next month or so and then I should 🤞hopefully🤞 be able to create again.
Got some tedious matters to attend to over the next month or so and then I should 🤞hopefully🤞 be able to create again.
In the interest of trying to re-unleash my creativity back into my life, I've started doodling again (even on my daily schedules). The Dark Matter boss music from Kirby 64 got stuck in my head so I started listening to it and decided to do a quick doodle of Dark Matter. 🎲👁
December 11, 2024 at 4:21 PM
In the interest of trying to re-unleash my creativity back into my life, I've started doodling again (even on my daily schedules). The Dark Matter boss music from Kirby 64 got stuck in my head so I started listening to it and decided to do a quick doodle of Dark Matter. 🎲👁
Bingo. This article speaks to me and makes so much sense. www.verywellmind.com/decision-fat...
Decision Fatigue in ADHD
People with ADHD often experience decision fatigue after making thousands of small decisions every day. Learn more about how decision fatigue affects those with ADHD and how to cope.
www.verywellmind.com
December 6, 2024 at 9:26 PM
Bingo. This article speaks to me and makes so much sense. www.verywellmind.com/decision-fat...
Also if you are following me please know that I do not plan to follow very many people. I'll still browse through people's posts from time to time straight from their profile but if you wanna make sure I see something, tag me.
December 6, 2024 at 9:20 PM
Also if you are following me please know that I do not plan to follow very many people. I'll still browse through people's posts from time to time straight from their profile but if you wanna make sure I see something, tag me.
Big personal discovery today from a new experience for me (or at least the first time I've been consciously aware of it): decision making uses a LOT of my mental energy. I knew before that most executive functioning is more difficult thanks to my neurospicy brain but this? Like damn
December 6, 2024 at 9:08 PM
Big personal discovery today from a new experience for me (or at least the first time I've been consciously aware of it): decision making uses a LOT of my mental energy. I knew before that most executive functioning is more difficult thanks to my neurospicy brain but this? Like damn
made my account. major brain fog today. this is all you get for now lol
December 6, 2024 at 6:13 PM
made my account. major brain fog today. this is all you get for now lol