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Nicholas
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(he/him) | Chef/Bartender/Restaurant Marketing | Hedonistic Queer | [Dormant] Anglo-Catholic | Erstwhile Orthodox Seminarian/Subdeacon | Worthless M.T.S. | “The more you know, the more you know you don't know.” | ♱
Human beings are an exceedingly judgmental species. . . 👀

The judgment is *incessant.*

It’s gotta stop.
September 9, 2025 at 12:50 AM
#NewProfilePic #pfp
Thoughts?

(Does it matter?)

🧠💭 I really like wearing green… 🤷🏼‍♂️
September 8, 2025 at 11:47 PM
“Pursue Peace with Everyone […]

See to it […] that no root of Bitterness springs up and causes trouble ...”

‭‭ — Hebrews 12
September 8, 2025 at 11:38 PM
Why do YOU think God favored Abel’s animal sacrifice over Cain’s fruit/grain sacrifice?

What makes one better than the other to the Creator of Everything, whom we call “Love” & “Father”?

To my undergrad OT prof, I believe the answer was simply

…Divine Election. 🤷🏼‍♂️

So… “It is what it is,” I guess?
September 8, 2025 at 11:34 PM
Why do YOU think God favored Abel’s animal sacrifice over Cain’s fruit/grain sacrifice?

What makes one better than the other to the Creator of the Everthing, whom we call “Love” & “Father”?

To my undergrad OT prof, I believe the answer was simply

…Divine Election. 🤷🏼‍♂️

“It is what it is,” I guess.
September 8, 2025 at 10:33 PM
“Pursue Peace with Everyone,

and the Holiness without which no one will see the Lord.

See to it that no one fails to obtain the Grace of God;

that no root of Bitterness springs up
and causes trouble and through it many become defiled.”
September 8, 2025 at 10:27 PM
"Luceo non uro"

[📸: 8/5/25 / 2 years ago]
August 6, 2025 at 4:28 AM
That’s curtains for tonight, folks. 🎭✨

All re-set for tomorrow’s show.
August 6, 2025 at 4:12 AM
My grandma just dropped by and surprised me with a box of produce from her church’s food pantry and I could *weep* 😭💞

I was just thinking, “Okay! I’ve got rice! And… one onion left. 😞 And $10.24 in my bank account—“

It’s so hard out here, folks. 🩵
August 2, 2025 at 6:54 PM
No clue why I randomly got back on these accounts… Don’t count on me being around a lot 🤷
July 31, 2025 at 10:54 PM
July 31, 2025 at 10:53 PM
@ friends

…🦗🦗🦗
July 31, 2025 at 10:46 PM
some ppl are just so damn intuitive it’s spooky
July 31, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Mother of mercy.
Life. Sweetness. Hope.

To thee we banished cry.
July 31, 2025 at 1:10 PM
when your alt becomes your main and your main becomes your alt
a poster for indiana jones and the last crusade with a man in a hat
ALT: a poster for indiana jones and the last crusade with a man in a hat
media.tenor.com
July 31, 2025 at 1:04 PM
Some things are more true on one app than the other
July 31, 2025 at 12:58 PM
I wonder how many of my old acquaintances actually dislike me vs how many just won’t be associated with me
July 31, 2025 at 12:49 PM
Where my other worthless, depraved, exiled, queer catholic derelicts at?? 🖤☠️
July 31, 2025 at 12:47 PM
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee…
July 31, 2025 at 12:36 PM
It’s not that I haven’t retained a lot of my friends from my bygone life, it’s that we have less and less in common than I thought

Ppl usually *like* me irl, believe it or not 😅 And I’m flattered; they really do seem (pretend?) to

Some whom I’d once have called my “twitter fam,” never rly did ig?
July 31, 2025 at 11:29 AM
Mormonism is as “Christian” as Islam.
July 29, 2025 at 8:35 PM
I just gave all but $20 of my entire 2-wk paycheck to Navient & SallieMae for student loans and I *still* owe money I just do not have.

Good thing my landlord isn’t going to evict me, bc rent isn’t happening…

I bust my ass in that restaurant ~45-50 hours a week, & simply

Cannot.

Survive.

🖕🇺🇸
July 29, 2025 at 6:36 PM
Reposted by Nicholas
The Prayer of Confession at church today is eerily resonant and necessary for me.
July 27, 2025 at 12:37 PM
For some of my past and present mutuals, among others.
Feel free to share this with the former cohorts of #WeirdAnglicanTwitter #WeirdChristianTwitter #WAT #WCT
“To My Haters”: An Imprecatory Psalm for the Despised
July 27, 2025 at 6:14 PM
“To My Haters”: An Imprecatory Psalm for the Despised
July 27, 2025 at 6:12 PM