Other than that been to the gym 4x this week outside of having team meetings for the rivals tournament

Bluesky I do tend to yap and air out thoughts a bit more so hehe hello welcome

skeb.jp/@sisima_

as a "proper vtuber" or however you might phrase it.

I am happy to see people being less strict with themselves and constantly raising the ceiling for what vtubing can achieve. But all I'm saying is, if you have the dreams of becoming an idol still, you can.

That's the beauty of being a vtuber

in the vtuber sphere at the time (hololive, nijisanji etc.) so I was just so fortunate enough to fall in love with a game (Apex Legends) and grow from there.

Again, I'm super happy to have grown the way I did because it allowed me to do what I want to without any guidelines on how to "act"...(4/5)

towards an idol debut and enjoy the "traditional" experience, outfit debuts, song releases, concerts, idol outfits, etc.

But I've been kinda informal because I had to start as an indie. I felt like I couldn't do and proper debut because I lacked funding, and lacked presence..(3/5)

are able to use vtubing as just purely as a form of self expression and creative outlet.

At the end of the day, vtubing is a medium, so do what you want with it, it's silly to gatekeep but I also think it's silly to criticize what others choose to do.

For me, I still want to move...(2/5)

So as a result I end up becoming too formal + polite and I feel like that just becomes a barrier I create between me and other people

Sometimes I wonder if my inability to make close friends with people have just stunted my growth online

I'll try and do weekly updates here so it doesn't become too crowded 💙

Day 3 is usually hurdle day and when my brain tells me doing the same things is boring waaa so doing the same workout but we pushed through!

Tomorrow might be an active rest day~