I tattooed myself for every attempt, so I should never forget. Every line is one.

I'll also get a semicolon tattoo next month

I might want to add that I tried four times overall within... a month or two?
Obviously I failed each time, but every time got more and more extreme.

And no, I have yet to receive actual urgent care, I am still waiting. This couldve been avoided if I got help when I urgently requested it.

Rawr

But it's even weirder when you try to explain to a loved one that I'm in a great mood lately, then they trigger you into splitting and now I have to explain to them that I'm now depressed and incapacitated because they didn't kiss me the right way?

Oh baby <3
Mama is not okay, mommy is in a very deep pit right now <3

But mommy still always loves you, no matter what ~