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i like music and art | 24. they/them
it feels good to draw after not having done it for a while. i hate being paranoid about my tech failing but also everything feels and seems fine
April 6, 2025 at 8:40 PM
it feels good to draw after not having done it for a while. i hate being paranoid about my tech failing but also everything feels and seems fine
this website is too lonely and libbed up
March 19, 2025 at 12:00 AM
this website is too lonely and libbed up
i'm also almost out of weed 💔
March 10, 2025 at 12:32 AM
i'm also almost out of weed 💔
all i care about is getting high, listening to music, and trying to distract myself from being here which is fucking impossible right now.
March 10, 2025 at 12:31 AM
all i care about is getting high, listening to music, and trying to distract myself from being here which is fucking impossible right now.
i guess over and over again i really have nothing to say and i'm "functioning" as in i'm up, i'm taking care of myself to the basic degree, but i'm trapped all alone in this room and can't ask for help because i don't know man. all i can say is that avoidant personality disorder ruins my life.
March 10, 2025 at 12:30 AM
i guess over and over again i really have nothing to say and i'm "functioning" as in i'm up, i'm taking care of myself to the basic degree, but i'm trapped all alone in this room and can't ask for help because i don't know man. all i can say is that avoidant personality disorder ruins my life.
to add to it i would love to draw but honestly at any second i'm concerned about my laptop just crapping out and it's done, and these ancient wires for my cintiq i keep using may not be doing me any good but i legit can't buy anything, i'm afraid of getting ripped off and scammed like anyways.
March 10, 2025 at 12:29 AM
to add to it i would love to draw but honestly at any second i'm concerned about my laptop just crapping out and it's done, and these ancient wires for my cintiq i keep using may not be doing me any good but i legit can't buy anything, i'm afraid of getting ripped off and scammed like anyways.
it's hard to put things into words but i've regressed a lot. my mental health has taken over in some way i can't really fix. and i'm just boxed in this room with nothing to really do about it because i keep avoiding all responsibility and i just wish i could get up of my ass and do things i need.
March 10, 2025 at 12:28 AM
it's hard to put things into words but i've regressed a lot. my mental health has taken over in some way i can't really fix. and i'm just boxed in this room with nothing to really do about it because i keep avoiding all responsibility and i just wish i could get up of my ass and do things i need.
if blue sky is essentially a wasteland i guess i'll use it to vent. let me out of here amiright guys?
March 10, 2025 at 12:26 AM
if blue sky is essentially a wasteland i guess i'll use it to vent. let me out of here amiright guys?
me: yayyy i love unpopular synth pop and sophistipop :D
someone: can you give me recs
me: oh uh all the sudden i've never listened to music or an album in my life 💔
someone: can you give me recs
me: oh uh all the sudden i've never listened to music or an album in my life 💔
February 20, 2025 at 4:41 AM
me: yayyy i love unpopular synth pop and sophistipop :D
someone: can you give me recs
me: oh uh all the sudden i've never listened to music or an album in my life 💔
someone: can you give me recs
me: oh uh all the sudden i've never listened to music or an album in my life 💔
like if i lose everything that's important to me what will i even have left. i don't even feel like i can draw anymore because of the way i could ruin this thing. i am sick of it. i feel like i ruined something major and i have almost nothing to fall back on.
February 19, 2025 at 11:24 PM
like if i lose everything that's important to me what will i even have left. i don't even feel like i can draw anymore because of the way i could ruin this thing. i am sick of it. i feel like i ruined something major and i have almost nothing to fall back on.
i am the most insecure i've ever been in my life and in part the most afraid and i genuinely don't know what to do about this when i'm never taken a helpful medication in my life. the same problems i swear to god they are going to lead me to having a mental breakdown of some kind
February 19, 2025 at 11:21 PM
i am the most insecure i've ever been in my life and in part the most afraid and i genuinely don't know what to do about this when i'm never taken a helpful medication in my life. the same problems i swear to god they are going to lead me to having a mental breakdown of some kind
i don't know how long it's going to hold up. moths? will it catch fire? who knows.
February 19, 2025 at 11:20 PM
i don't know how long it's going to hold up. moths? will it catch fire? who knows.
no one to vent to but yeah i'm afraid my laptop is dying and i'm constantly having the same fucking annoying and shitty problems that keep bringing me to tears
February 19, 2025 at 11:19 PM
no one to vent to but yeah i'm afraid my laptop is dying and i'm constantly having the same fucking annoying and shitty problems that keep bringing me to tears
why am i always having pain in my life
February 11, 2025 at 1:00 AM
why am i always having pain in my life
how do i stop feeling so mentally ill. i need a miracle bro.
February 10, 2025 at 1:45 AM
how do i stop feeling so mentally ill. i need a miracle bro.
this is controversial but i think i should be comfortable and warm tonight
January 31, 2025 at 9:29 PM
this is controversial but i think i should be comfortable and warm tonight
i might eat a cute little sandwhich
January 27, 2025 at 12:07 AM
i might eat a cute little sandwhich
level 42 for nintendo 64
January 27, 2025 at 12:07 AM
level 42 for nintendo 64
yelling into the void of no one cares but i think i’m going to be in complete debt soon because of the way i neglect important responsibilities like i’m avoiding homework
January 26, 2025 at 4:08 PM
yelling into the void of no one cares but i think i’m going to be in complete debt soon because of the way i neglect important responsibilities like i’m avoiding homework
they’re replacing my eyes
January 23, 2025 at 2:54 PM
they’re replacing my eyes
music.apple.com/us/album/the... this is literally all i have to say
The Murder Of Love by Propaganda on Apple Music
Song · 1985 · Duration 5:13
music.apple.com
January 18, 2025 at 12:33 AM
music.apple.com/us/album/the... this is literally all i have to say
i guess i've become extremely asocial and like i'm sorry i don't really know what to do about it anymore. i'm really depressed and i don't feel like talking to anyone anymore
January 9, 2025 at 3:26 AM
i guess i've become extremely asocial and like i'm sorry i don't really know what to do about it anymore. i'm really depressed and i don't feel like talking to anyone anymore
how much of being a freak is too much of being a freak if you can't think of much else at all
December 26, 2024 at 2:16 PM
how much of being a freak is too much of being a freak if you can't think of much else at all
embracing that you’re a freak feels so good lol
December 24, 2024 at 10:22 PM
embracing that you’re a freak feels so good lol