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┆sw 137 cw 90 ugw 85﹒﹒﹒non-edsky+mdni ✦.
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i’m looking forward to posting on edsky because we’re all just disordered people writing in our diaries and it’s not full of interaction bait or accounts with 10k followers who think they’re ana herself
march 6th 2025
March 6, 2025 at 4:50 PM
today i weighed in at 89.8 lbs, 0.2 under my third ugw. it meant nothing to me and i just set a lower ugw for myself
March 6, 2025 at 4:45 PM
eating a can of soup every day is letting me tap into my roots of pretending i was living in a zombie apocalypse where i had to ration the food as a child
February 16, 2025 at 7:00 PM
sometimes it feels so hopeless and that therapy will never help me get better because i’ll never fully open up about my eating disorder. it’s because i don’t want help and i don’t want recovery
February 11, 2025 at 5:09 PM
i’m trying so hard to distract myself from eating until at least tomorrow night, i wish i never started buying groceries again
February 6, 2025 at 8:03 PM
grieving the death of my mother and being balls deep in my eating disorder has turned me into such a hateful, bitter, jealous, and angry person
February 6, 2025 at 2:22 AM
maybe my reward for when i’m back under 95 will be sushi again
January 22, 2025 at 10:04 PM
the loseit website is painfully outdated
January 8, 2025 at 7:04 PM
happy new year,

i hope in 2025 everyone can get to the point where they feel comfortable with who they are and how they look and they can recover
January 1, 2025 at 5:23 PM
wait edsky what’s with the influx of alt/backup accounts are people getting suspended or is it a just in case thing?
December 27, 2024 at 11:18 PM
i’m debating soft announcing that i relapsed 4 months ago to my best friends, i haven’t told them about my eating disorder so i’m scared but i never talk about my mental illness and i need someone to listen to me

i’m writing a general statement about my mental illness(es) but i don’t want recovery
December 19, 2024 at 7:56 PM
i can’t believe i’m turning 21 soon wow i’m so ready for my eating disorder to magically go away so i can leave online ed spaces forever /s
December 17, 2024 at 2:37 PM
i have a lump on my inner thigh and a family history of cancer but i don’t know how to get it checked out without them asking about my weight loss and if it was on purpose or accidental and if they press about it being on purpose
December 9, 2024 at 8:35 AM
sushi time
December 8, 2024 at 11:23 PM
seaweed salad with chili flakes, a rainbow roll, and a california roll 🍣
December 8, 2024 at 10:55 PM
as much as i hate edtwt and twitter as a whole and i want to make the full move to edsky, i have so many mutuals on edtwt that i’d miss talking to
December 7, 2024 at 1:11 PM
it this a safe space for me to admit when i get really, really desperate i turn to weight loss subliminals and delude myself into thinking they work
December 6, 2024 at 9:34 AM
why did i look up how much people gain on average from the holidays, why did the results say 1-4 pounds, and why did i gain 5+ pounds instead

yes, it’s food weight but seeing it do damage on the scale and in the mirror is torture to me
December 3, 2024 at 4:37 AM
for everyone on edsky who’s dreading thanksgiving, we’re all disordered and it’s easier said than done, but enjoy these moments with your loved ones and make memories with them, even if it means eating food. it’s a once a year event and you deserve to relish in it. i hope you all have good days
November 28, 2024 at 7:53 AM
fish time
November 27, 2024 at 5:39 AM
i’m taking a bodycheck before i go back home until monday because i know i’ll humiliate myself from how much i eat over the next few days
November 26, 2024 at 12:57 PM
on one of my non-edsky accounts i mentioned that i had three accounts and my irl asked if they could follow the third (this one, my edsky) ummm!
November 24, 2024 at 11:22 PM
healingminds dot bsky dot social just followed me and i regret to inform them this is perhaps the unhealthiest my mind and body have been ever
November 24, 2024 at 5:29 AM
i’ve been debating not weighing myself over break and weighing after instead but i have an innate need to know how much i weigh every 24 hours and i can’t stop it
November 24, 2024 at 5:26 AM
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November 24, 2024 at 2:44 AM