I am truly grateful for your response and knowing I’m not so alone. I’m in a VERY red state and my feelings are not a majority.

It feels like it sometimes seeing people just overtly happy. Like what?? I want to feel that too, but shit is burying it a little deeper every single day.

Cowardice: I’m scared of Trump and his voters and need to go-along to get along with my GOP colleagues;

Moral rot: I know the difference between right and wrong, and actively chose wrong.

Not that I am surprised this was said, but I was truly shocked when I read it. Disgusting.

And here I am shook that someone made a kid with her...

Yes! Especially the smaller bright red towns. So inspiring and empowering.