esther
never-ends.bsky.social
esther
@never-ends.bsky.social
~25, they/them
~an-r (dx, not actively recovering), clean & sober 06/2024, AuDHD
5'9 hw:225, cw:113, lw:107 gw:90lbs


edsky, #caterpillarsky
I feel like I may be breaking mu binge cycle, 4 days binge free after a month straight without more than 1
February 2, 2025 at 7:44 PM
B/p cycle got me fucked up can't believe I've gained 5lbs in a month😭😭😭😭
December 16, 2024 at 11:22 AM
i cant wait to be so flat and have a perfect face that will suit all hair so i can cut it super short and swoopy and no one will be able to tell what gender I am and I can just be unclockable
November 24, 2024 at 11:02 AM
I probably will actually make a protein shake this morning though i need to build muscle back so i can support my other chronic arthritic leg though.
November 24, 2024 at 10:53 AM
i forget that my cart is prescribed for appetite & it's increased thc so i neeed to train myself to ignore the mental & physical hunger
November 24, 2024 at 10:50 AM
Reposted by esther
uh i wanted to say smth but i forgot
November 22, 2024 at 9:49 AM
i got this, then my friend passed and then i've been an insomniac fighting a drrug relapse for days but i've still got 5 months clean im just sadder and weigh less.
November 23, 2024 at 9:18 AM
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November 15, 2024 at 7:32 AM
There are so many adults on edsky it's like all the 20s instead of all teens on twt, both are so sad but it's comforting. If only the cycle could end and I'm not watching 13 year olds do what I did and now finding my peers on a new platform.
November 18, 2024 at 5:56 PM