Had obviously still been experimenting and probs considered where to go from there.

Instead of learning anything from it be only saw it as a justification to do the same or worse because he had a ~calling

Honestly would have been kinda interesting though what he would have done if his brother and Elizabeth hadn't visited him. He didn't think the creation was a good result but he

Holy shit yes he did the role justice bc with every decision I just thought he was the absolute worst over and over again! Like how he treated his creation was awful but he was a total dick to everyone always?? Damn Oscar Isaacs really gave it his all haha

Finding some gentle soul like Elizabeth who accepts him as he is no questions asked?? Now that is a LOT more up my alley! Ok story idea how about an Elizabeth incarnation who finds him in modern times still roaming the ice in quiet solitude. Hmmm

it will stay manageable for both of us❤️

yeah those things actually work and it's good to realize that! I am doing pretty well and it hasn't been bad for a few years, like these bouts of anxiety lately are barely scratching the surface of how bad it can get (but it's in the back of my mind so I try to do sth anyway!!) so fingers crossed

a really good idea, I do have some breathing excercises pinned that did help me but a few more things wouldn't hurt. getting there haha

honestly, for going through this for 14yrs I still don't know many proper things to help so this is still a work in progress. I don't want to bash myself for not having listened to my therapists before, bc I can't change it anyway, but I'm so happy this actually did something🙈 and that sounds like

I fully agree it's just nice and why not feel good 🥰

Yes!!! And imo Christmas time makes December bearable with lights and decorations everywhere🥰

I honestly have so much respect for everyone living that far north... I am already dreading it when it's pitch black at like 4pm in December here but starting to get dark at 2??? Hope you can make it nice, light and cozy in your home anyway🫂

I'm not made for tiny fonts anymore if that was the case I would have immediately looked for an ebook😂 but yeah some books are made for decoration and not actual reading... Love those editions with tiny fonts AND the pages are so thin you can read the next page through it🤯

Read it comfortably just give me a few more paragraph breaks please🙏

So eerie in the best way and yeah since I'm pretty anxious again lately and moving is supposed to help I will push through the urge ... Not to leave the apartment 🙈

And then it's just food prep, writing and idk doing my nails and read on the agenda for today which sounds perfect haha