I sincerely want to thank everyone for their support & encouragement for pursuing my passions. That means more to me than words could ever express! I'm glad my doodles could bring some joy to someone else's life💙

Some additional info on Comms, the Terms of Service & what I will/won't draw!
Usually have a 2-4 week turnaround!
Please reach out to me if you have any questions!

Here's all the different types of Comms I've got open; with more options coming later!
(PFPs, Emotes, Chibis, Character Sheets & Illustrations only available on Vgen at this time: vgen.co/Nerdy76)

Soldier, which wasn't true and that I was "erasing sexuality" when that's not true either. Even if I filter feeds, I still end up seeing the triggering content.

that, but I'm willing to bc I'm open minded. Social media itself is very distressing to me bc I don't feel safe anywhere, especially after that attack, and bc talking is still new to me, I yap a lot. TwiX is much worse; I'm always getting harassed on there. They were calling me a 'self-shipper' with

to me about fandom and all I've ever witnessed from it is horny & bullying behaviors. Sexuality is something I still don't really understand and when I try to ask others about it, they scream at me.
I never considered "thirsting" as a way for people to identify with a character, I don't understand

Please don't think I'm actively seeking this stuff out. I had a fan account comment about mpreg on my drawing the other day, which severely triggered me and made me question why everybody has such high sex drives for the characters. I don't understand that at all. Nobody has ever explained anything

Nobody should ever have to justify their medical & mental health conditions to complete strangers, especially on the internet, who clearly show no care about their wellbeing & are just looking for trouble.

People are addicted to harassment, mobbing, bullying etc like heroin or crack; it's fucked up

I realized too that it wasn't just me; other people recieve this treatment frequently. It doesn't make sense to me why/how another person could be so fucking obsessed over the life of another human being.

Nobody ever deserves discrimination, harassment, bullying, etc over their conditions! EVER!

uncomfy to even speak again about my condition; not just bc it was publicly blasted, but the harassment I got over my mental health was truly fucked up.

And by the same fucking people who publicly & privately bitched at me to "seek professional help"!
Some people are very evil.

truthfully, it didn't match up to the narrative some of them crafted about me.
I was trying so hard, in private, to accept myself with this condition & feel confident enough to share to others, but the harassment retraumatized me & set me back several months of healing.
For safety purposes, I'm

were publicly harassing & bullying me for this condition I can't help having. I got professionally diagnosed & random strangers were demanding I had narcissistic personality disorder or whatever else Google told them that I supposedly had. That I couldn't have the condition I was diagnosed with bc

It happened with me
I never wanted a soul to know about my mental health condition. I tried telling a few people I trusted & next thing I knew, it was blasted publicly without my permission

Everyone suddenly became a medical professional; shouting loudly at me that I didn't have the condition &

I can relate to & appreciate his character so much.
Of all the characters in the game, I gotta relate to the 58 year old grump with CPTSD & I'm ok with that.

I wish more people in general would characterize characters better instead of thirsting all the time.

bc yes, there's more to any character than shipping & "how sexy they seem"
Jack is a very complex character; I see myself in him. Super traumatized, alone, broken, conflicts with the past; I relate to him on a very different lvl than any other fan.
It's only bc of what I've been through that

Most people look at him as "sexy old man" or only show any interest in him bc of that ship, but there's more to his character than that.
He's not one note, he's extremely traumatized & I seem to have been the only fan to have clearly seen & mentioned any of that publicly.
I don't like that tbh,

The thirsting makes me very uncomfortable; especially when a few of these Soldier fan accounts are women thirsting for him. He's gay; like that's not exactly possible?
It's not my place either to tell someone that how they portray Jack makes me uncomfy; I just ignore & move on with my day.