…although as much I don’t like being told I have a heart of gold, sometimes it is nice to have that reminder that you’re doing the right…even though you horribly second guess yourself.

…enough for myself. Plus that self doubt is coupled with wondering if my heart is in the right place. Idk it just feels as if some days I know I have a heart of gold but doubt if my heart is in the right place sometimes.

…as I am and would probably do something to have the people in my life that I have. I just seriously second guess a lot of shit that I do sometimes and sometimes it’s exhausting and wonder if I’m ever doing enough both for my family, friends who I love with my heart. I just wonder do I ever do…

….baggage I talk about with my therapist because I do feel it’s something me myself and I have to work at it alone. I don’t ever talk about it a lot with friends because I don’t want to burden others with my emotional baggage, I also know that someone out in the world is probably not as fortunate….