“In Vedic astrology, cats are symbolically associated with Rahu. Rahu, known as the North Node of the Moon, is a shadow planet is known for its mystical and enigmatic energy, which aligns well with the elusive and independent nature of cats.” Bella: Are you from Rahu..?”

I need to get more of my Vedic Astro muts on here lol

I will not back pedal that’s lame af.

Idk why I put quotations like it isn’t because it really is.. I cannot backpedal

I’m not built for hardship I need to feel better immediately. I did the “right” thing for myself NOW WHAT

Tea. I’ve been thinking about it

I know I’m a little bit more that a little tapped 🧠 & I feel like the way I’ve concealed it for protection purposes but body will not allow that form of protection anymore so it’s time to let that go and discover a new form of protection… since it’s always needed

I feel a sense a joy for this next phase but also a sense of “Wow what bullshit is gonna come with this great thing?”

Complimented because of how responsible & put together they are… people hate shells unless that shell connects to being successful externally.. it’ll be yet another reason people will be able to dismiss my pain.. it’ll probably happen more intensely lol

I kinda feel like these things are making me view the energy of what it means to be independent differently… I’m gaining momentum but at what cost.. I’ll get the stuff I know it but by the time I get all the stuff I will probably be a shell of myself but not the shell I was before the shell that is