☆ pierce / neil
@neilmaxxing.bsky.social
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vent account. expect dark topics
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i want to be better than everyone. if im not, then im not good enough.
December 9, 2025 at 2:06 AM
i want to be better than everyone. if im not, then im not good enough.
why do i even still see myself as stupid . i get high scores on tests and im smart enough to fix my own problems
December 9, 2025 at 2:05 AM
why do i even still see myself as stupid . i get high scores on tests and im smart enough to fix my own problems
i am paranoid kill me
December 8, 2025 at 3:02 AM
i am paranoid kill me
actually if you even consider leaving
i'll lose a couple screws
in due time i'll stop breathing
/lyr
i'll lose a couple screws
in due time i'll stop breathing
/lyr
December 8, 2025 at 3:02 AM
actually if you even consider leaving
i'll lose a couple screws
in due time i'll stop breathing
/lyr
i'll lose a couple screws
in due time i'll stop breathing
/lyr
all the time i want something i beg and beg and beg until i get it . why do i do that i feel bad
December 5, 2025 at 4:47 AM
all the time i want something i beg and beg and beg until i get it . why do i do that i feel bad
i dont like the idea of praying helping me but it just did oh my god i hate it I HATE IT
December 3, 2025 at 3:44 PM
i dont like the idea of praying helping me but it just did oh my god i hate it I HATE IT
i can feel either religious psychosis or the *other* delusions coming back soon and i need to prevent both of those
December 3, 2025 at 1:00 AM
i can feel either religious psychosis or the *other* delusions coming back soon and i need to prevent both of those
hold on tight to this time
this place
cuz everything you know will be erased
you were born inside your head
and that is where youll be when you are dead
you are just a boy
you are no man
and nobody you know will understand
this place
cuz everything you know will be erased
you were born inside your head
and that is where youll be when you are dead
you are just a boy
you are no man
and nobody you know will understand
December 3, 2025 at 12:55 AM
hold on tight to this time
this place
cuz everything you know will be erased
you were born inside your head
and that is where youll be when you are dead
you are just a boy
you are no man
and nobody you know will understand
this place
cuz everything you know will be erased
you were born inside your head
and that is where youll be when you are dead
you are just a boy
you are no man
and nobody you know will understand
i love jesus!
hes my dead friend!
i would boil my mothers entrails for him!
i would skin endangered animals in his name!
hes my dead friend!
i would boil my mothers entrails for him!
i would skin endangered animals in his name!
December 3, 2025 at 12:53 AM
i love jesus!
hes my dead friend!
i would boil my mothers entrails for him!
i would skin endangered animals in his name!
hes my dead friend!
i would boil my mothers entrails for him!
i would skin endangered animals in his name!
fuck my attachment issues
December 3, 2025 at 12:44 AM
fuck my attachment issues
hes putting his energy into helpign me i feel so bad for it but god i love it
December 3, 2025 at 12:44 AM
hes putting his energy into helpign me i feel so bad for it but god i love it
i cnat sto psobbing bro people really careabout me and im bothering thiem with this MESS .
December 3, 2025 at 12:41 AM
i cnat sto psobbing bro people really careabout me and im bothering thiem with this MESS .
reljgion will savr me!!!!!!!!!!
December 3, 2025 at 12:40 AM
reljgion will savr me!!!!!!!!!!
im just gonna cry until its all gone
December 3, 2025 at 12:33 AM
im just gonna cry until its all gone
imcalming down i need to shut up
December 3, 2025 at 12:33 AM
imcalming down i need to shut up
youll just end up hating melike everyome else
December 3, 2025 at 12:31 AM
youll just end up hating melike everyome else
please dont leaveme
December 3, 2025 at 12:29 AM
please dont leaveme
i get why peoplr alwaysd leave me behindf
December 3, 2025 at 12:29 AM
i get why peoplr alwaysd leave me behindf
cnat stop the tears
December 3, 2025 at 12:27 AM
cnat stop the tears
boys dont cry boys dont cry IM A BOY
December 3, 2025 at 12:27 AM
boys dont cry boys dont cry IM A BOY
boys dont cry, they watch their blood drip down their legs and onto the floor of the bathtub while trembling and smiling
December 3, 2025 at 12:26 AM
boys dont cry, they watch their blood drip down their legs and onto the floor of the bathtub while trembling and smiling
part of me wants to get better so people like me, the other part wants to get worse so i can prove im suffering
December 3, 2025 at 12:21 AM
part of me wants to get better so people like me, the other part wants to get worse so i can prove im suffering