people who don't make me feel like I'm trying too hard. I shouldn't be following up so much or throwing it out that I'm available...and crickets mostly. Feeling majorly disconnected and missing my crafting.

in. I do need to revisit those messages. But there are only a few streams/communities that do not have me feeling invisible. The interactions are just different towards me than others. And I know I can be intense to some, but it feels off to me. Feeling a need to shift my focus to myself and those

I only saw the 3rd one, was quite ridiculous lol what did you think?

I know im just extra exhausted and emotionally and mentally burnt out and overwhelmed lately. I feel alone kinda easily also. It sucks. I should sleep. Hopefully things pick up at some point. Missing some things that would really help me cope a little better right now. Everything is kinda scary