On that note, thanks for your time, for reading, and for any support you choose to send in the direction of my dear friends.

Hope I'll be seeing you around eventually.
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If you're ever curious what I'm up to, just go check in with @pandaheroroux.bsky.social, @aspendracaena.bsky.social, or even @witryso.bsky.social - as a mod for all three, whom I truly consider some of my closest friends, I'm never too far behind.

(p.s. to the @'d: Thanks for being there for me.🥰)🧵

Remember to take your own mental health seriously, and to make sure you take care of it at whatever level you are able to access within your own means.

I won't be deleting this account, but consider me to be on indefinite hiatus from Bsky. 🧵

There might come a day where that changes, but I think I need some time to get back in touch with myself as a person and a part of an IRL community before I think too seriously about what I want to be as a digital persona with an online following. 🧵

One of the incentives was for Panda and I to complete the playthrough we started of Cassette Beasts, which I still fully intend to be present for (maybe with some other guests, considering the maximum player count allows for 8 players per session), but I think I'm content as a mod/'guest vtuber'. 🧵

I made something of an unofficial vtuber debut on the stream of my good friend @pandaheroroux.bsky.social a few months ago, where we raised £100 for Alzheimer's research to honour my late godmother, and I've been on the fence for some time about whether I'm ready to start my own streams. 🧵

I'm literally only on here to let anyone who might be wondering where I have been or curious regarding the state of my wellbeing that I am at least still alive and taking care of myself as best I can, despite some major setbacks in my personal life as of recently which I won't go into details of. 🧵

Amaryllis either starts off with a Ralts, or a Tinkatink. Both are baby-like Pokemon she would naturally gravitate to caring for as something of a mom friend, but the Ralts line would be more focused on her magic and healing abilities, while Tinkatink's represents her martial prowess as a cleric. 🧵✂️

She witnesses what she's willing to put Gale through, how little his life was truly worth to her despite their supposed love, and she probably strongly considers the possibility of helping him achieve his goal of godhood... until realising it could make him just as cold and callous as Mystra is.🧵✂️

I think true activism has to include recognising when you are struggling and placing the trust in other people to hold the line while you fall back and recouperate. At the very least, you showing you know when to take a break might help others recognise their own limits, so you come back stronger.🧵✂️

Some things take the right mental attitude to do something about, and sometimes you need to insulate yourself to maintain that right attitude. I used to think letting myself be emotionally exposed almost 24/7 was the mark of a 'good' or 'true' activist, but I think that was short-sighted of me. 🧵

If something is informational, or affirming, or just lighthearted and silly, it's going to end up getting shared. But I'm not a big fan of seeing headlines talking about what some dickhead politician's been up to, or receipts on whatever hatred is being slung towards any given group now, etc etc. 🧵

I can't see the word 'packer' without giggling a little, at least internally - being transmasc and all, it has a VERY SPECIFIC MEANING I don't think they were aware of lmfao