HOW in the world do I get an ASS like that?! pleaSE help

I am a deeply flawed person, possibly never to get over some of the events in my life. I might never be an ideal employee or a useful statistic. But I do my best to do right by people, and that *has* to have meaning even despite living in a quantitative world. So...I'll keep trying. Its that or die.

I am kind, conscientious and caring when I am able to be. I care not just for my own beliefs but the social fabric of my community as a whole. I do my best to help people, and encourage creativity. I do my best to have a positive impact on the environment. And each day....I try to get better.

Oh god. Couldn't find me there.

What is BBB?

Ah fair enough

Wait what. How lol?

Gel didn't work for me at all either. Dunno why. I hope patches stay good for you, but please keep getting regular blood tests and make sure you get to see the results for yourself.

So now I am getting vials and switching to injections.

Since before December I was getting small indications that my patches were becoming less effective, from the little extra T on my blood tests and building more with energy and emotional issues. This was all confirmed for me on Wednesday when my results told me that fresh patches are doing nothing.