This is irrelevant to Bsky specifically but I am currently worried about it breaching containment without my knowledge, so I'm sharing this before anything happens. I do not wish to hear comfort or reassurance right now, I just really hope this gets through.

Also I said to oomfs I'd release her during the week but honest to god I just was like . I don't want to build up pressure in my head until then so I just dropped her today without warning. Maybe it's a bad idea but also it's in true Amihan fashion to not announce shit #YesGaga

I should say again that for a while I couldn't bear thinking of her because I just kept thinking back to people I don't talk to anymore and genuinely awful memories, but honestly I'm glad I didn't let that stop me and I'm glad I'm alive despite life getting hectic and I'm glad she's alive too