It does suck that I have a very, very high resistance to change, I would love for my feelings to actually be motivators instead of demotivators, but even so, becoming a better person is more than a promise, it's a guarantee. I can delay it, but I can't prevent it

*woe

I should never be compelled socially to eat crab meat but im not entitled to just perform that disgust all the time as a joke whenever someone eats crab or talks about crabs in any context, that'd be annoying if it was just me, soul crushing if it was EVERYONE in your society always

I probably need friends more than therapy, but turns out no one is entitled to friendship??? Can't they just make more at the friend factory.

Joking aside I fear I may be forming a parasocial relationship with an account I never interacted with, help